𝐖𝐎𝐒𝐎 𝐗 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑

Turn off the lights (Leah Williamson)

Warning: Smut (not all the way but just a little at the beginning), Insecurities 

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"Fuck..." you breathed out as leah started kissing on your neck, slowly going up to your earlobe and kissing it. You let out small moans. 

"leah...open the door" you told leah. "Shit..." leah turned around and unlocked the door. Pulling you inside the house by your waist. You giggled as her hands ran all over your body tickling you a bit. She closed the door after you and continued kissing on your neck. 

If, and only If you were going to go all the way with leah, this was going to be your first time. You were young but you never felt forced or rush when you were with leah. You obviously had needs and so did she, but she has made it clear she will only go all the way with you when you are ready.

Leah grabbed your hand and walked to her bedroom with you. She laid back on her bed and you were straddling her lap, her hands running through your messy hair. Her lips connected with your, each of your tongues fighting for dominance in each others mouth. You tugged at leah's shirt, trying to hint to her to take it off.

"Wait..wait" leah pulled away from the kissing for a second. 

"Hm?" you hummed at her sitting up on her lips, her hands resting at your hips. 

"I want you to be 100% sure...i don't want-" leah started to say. "I am 100% sure leah, i want to do this with you...i'm ready i promise" you nodded looking at leah, your eyes filled with lust. You had been wanting leah for a while, but you were waiting for the right time, and so was she. 

"Okay...as long as you don't feel rushed.." she smiled and sat up and bit, enough for her to take her shirt off.

"No bra?" you smiled at her. "There's no need for bras anymore love" she smirked at you.

She looked at you sitting on her lap, her eyes scanning you by every inch. 

"You look so hot sitting on my lap like that baby..." leah said looking at your body. It was covered by a small black dress you were wearing for the party you had just attended. 

"Why don't you take this off?..." leah tugged on the zipper that was in the front of the dress. You quickly stopped her and looked at her. 

"Sorry i- we don't have to-" leah said starting to shift to move. "No- no i want to, i do leah, i've been wanting this for a while now" you admitted. "You have? then why-" leah started to ask. "Can we..." you didn't know how to say this. 

"turn off the lights..." you said. 

"For what reason?" leah asked you. "If you don't me asking of course.." leah said quickly after that. 

You were still straddling the blonde's lap. 

"I just don't...sometimes.." you were trying to get the words out. "I dont think...that i....i feel very unattractive?" you said almost sounding like a question. "I just- i know i've gained weight since we first met and-" you started saying. 

"Y/n, y/n, I love you okay? I love you" leah waved her hands in front of your whole body to show you. 

"I love you and your body and i don't care if you've gained weight you're still the most beautiful girl i have ever laid my eyes on, that's never going to change love" leah said as she looked into your eyes.

"I want you to know that y/n, i love you, all of you, i don't want you to be afraid of what i'll think, i don't want you to feel insecure around me. I love you" leah said reassuring you. 

You felt your anxiety go away and you felt really comfortable around leah, she knew what words to use and how to say them. 

"I'm sorry-" you started saying "Don't you even dare apologize to me for that, please" leah shook her head and smiled. 

"I love you" leah looked at you. "I love you too leah" you smiled. "I mean it...i want to show you how much i love you..can i do that? I want your body to know that i meant every word.." leah asked you. You nodded. 

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A/N: AHHHHXHAXHAIPXNAx okay sooooo yea. idk why i love this so much but yea🧍🏻‍♀️ there's no part 2 or anything else so that's it. I want it to be focused on the reader's situation more and not on the smut.