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Clary's pov

Pregnant. I'm pregnant.
No.
That can't be true.
"Clary. Clary!" Izzy shouted. "You need to tell Jace and your parents."
"No no no no!" I exclaim. "I can't. What am i supposed to do?! What am i supposed to say?" I start to sob.
"Clary you cannot take measures by your own. You need to tell them."
"No. Not now." I say." I need to go to the doctor. It's not possible!"
"Fine." Izzy says, exasperated. "I'll wait in the car."
_______
The test was accurate.
"So you're gonna tell them right?" Izzy asks while driving me home.
"I don't know if i can."
"Clary, your parents love you. Jace loves you, they'll all be here for you." Izzy says."I know i will."
"Thank you Izzy." I says in between my sobs.
If i told Jace, he might leave me on my own. I was scarred.
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A month has passed. I haven't told anyone except Simon.
I tried to keep my pain hidden but it was so hard for me.
Throwing up each time i eat something. Having weird food cravings.
I can't pull the act any longer.
I've tried to seem perfectly fine in front of Jace. We went of dates and i hanged out with the F4.
Until that night.
It was Jace's seventeenth birthday.
He had a small gathering at his house.
The F4, Isabelle and Simon, and of course me.
Isabelle and Simon kept an eye on me the whole night helping me go through it without any commotion.
We were watching a late night movie when i felt pain in my stomach.
I tried to endure it.
I couldn't.
I started screaming and sobbing. The pain was tearing me apart.
Isabelle tried to come up with an excuse for me not to go to the hospital, but Jace ignored her and took me anyways.
Everything went dark.
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I woke up in a hospital room surrounded by the F4 along with Simon and Izzy.
"Don't hospitals limit the number of people in a patient's room." I ask.
"Well no one says no to the F4." Jace says.
The door opens and a doctor comes in followed by two nurses.
"Good." The doctor says. "You're awake."
"What's wrong with her doc." Jace asks.
"Nothing." The doctor answers. "It's just another symptom of pregnancy."
SHUT UP!!!
"Don't worry Clary, you're perfectly fine and you're baby is fine as well. So no need to worry about anything."
"WHAT!" Jace shouts. "WHAT BABY? WHOSE PREGNANT?! I THINK THERE'S A MISTAKE."
"Calm down sir." The doctor says. "Clary, you do know that you're one month into pregnancy? Right?"
Jace looks at me expectantly as if waiting for me to say no. I try my best not to meet his eyes.
I turn to the doctor and answer.
"Yes, i know."
I could feel the terror in that's flooding in Jace.
This is it.
He's going to leave me.

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