The Devil《Ghost x Reader》2

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

the way this man makes me feel should be a crime. nearly every time I look at him it makes me feel uncomfortable soaking in my pants. I'm tired of hiding the emotions back from him, from myself. I'm sick of telling myself that I'm not in love. if I wasn't, we wouldn't be talking or working together. he wouldn't have me in my knees for him at this very moment.
I never really realized how big he really is until now, swallowing his cock while stroking the rest. 
as my mouth worked its magic with the help of my tongue, his grip on my hair grows more with each time I push him further down my throat, creating tears to break form the struggle.
"Fuck," his voice breaks as he releases my hair, slamming it into the table with a visibly aggressive grip, seeing his veins pop from his skin. 
I look up to him, stroking his silky length with my tongue, finally catching his eyes to mine, feeling the slight shivers as my tongue gets closer to his tip before pulling him back in my mouth, watching his head pull back as a primal noise escapes his throat. 

watching him in this condition causes a spike in my confidence, wanting him to be more vulnerable. I take a leap and take him all the way in my throat, closing my eyes tight as I try fight back the need to cough as his dick invades every inch. 
"Fuck, your too good at this." he groans as he reaches back down to my hair, holding it up for me. my hands grip his pants, trying to take him deeper while holding back from chocking. tears start to escape my tightly closed eyes. my head was pulled back all of a sudden by my hair, pull his dick out of my throat causing me to take in a deep breath before coughing. his hand softly pinches my chin while wiping my saliva from my lips while keeping his other hand in my hair. I open my eyes, looking straight into his as he does the same.
"don't push yourself." he softly says, keeping his gaze gentle. I know my eyes aren't open properly as I look back at him, giving away the struggle I just went through. as he keeps his eyes on me, I grip his cock once more, seeing the weakness erupt in his eyes again as he lets out a soft breath. My hands start moving, unbuckling his belt as I keep on my knees, looking up at him while I kiss his groin, watching as his head falls back followed by another soft groan, his blondish brown hair falling back. He hasn't cut his hair in a while. Huh, interesting. My eyes notice his hands gripping the table that he leans on, a sense of pride and joy erupting through me as I watch just how weak I make him, making him understand just how weak he had me in the start. Now look who has the high ground.  

I pull the now loose belt away before unzipping his pants, keeping it slow and tense while kissing it, eyes looking up at his at every moment to the point where I pull out his hard cock, a deep breath releasing once again from his mouth as the tension rise in him. My lips softly kiss his tips, at this point being able to hear his heartbeat from how hard he his, the veins popping out of his cock from so long having to hold it in. Honestly, I feel the same, being away from him not getting the satisfaction. 
"Y/N, please stop torturing me." He huffs softly, his hand rubbing over his face as his breath hitches once again as my tongue runs up and down his length softly and slowly, teasing him to the point where I start hearing his soft whimpers. My lips curl into a smile, unable to remove it as I kiss his tip once more before taking him into my mouth, the silking skin scrapping my mouth. For some reason it pleasures me taking him while also watching how much I make him break and fall apart. My eyes stay glued on his face as I take in deeper into my mouth, hearing his groans grow louder and more impatient as I jeep it slow, knowing what I'm doing and exicuting it exactly how I want it to go.
"Y/N." He groans, his hand running over his hair as his body stiffen even more as my tongue runs across his silky skin as I take him, showing him just how well I am for him. 
"Fuck, Y/N, you need to stop before I lose myself." He says with a huff and a slight moan, but I show no form of falling back, wanting to make him lose his mind, wanting to tease him just for the fuck of it. I take him in deeper again, testing how far I can go as I move closer and closer before I reach my limit, pulling him out of my mouth slowly, but before I could react, Simons hand grips my wrist, pulling me up as he slams his lips against mine and effortlessly picking me up, his lips not once leaving mine as he attacks mine like a hungry animal. By instinct I close my eyes, taking in the moment and the feeling as I fell him turning me into a different spot as he places me on the table he was just leaning on, our lips still connected as he positions me, my tummy on the table and my ass pointed at him, my legs spread out as he steps in closer, filling in that space.

"Yes, Simon." I tell him, feeling his bulge poking against me as he looms over my back leaving kissing and love bites up my neck as he unbuckles my belt before pulling them down never once leaving my neck alone as he pushes himself inside me, a moan forcefully pushing out of my mouth as I'm slowly filled with him. It's been so long since I've felt him, it hurts so good feeling him pushing it inside me, his body physically reacting the same as mine as his breath changes. His hand grips my leg, pinning it to the table as he thrusts in and out, harder each time as his other hand holds himself up right next to my head, my body flat on my tummy letting him take me, my hands clawing and gripping his hand which is flat on the table.
"Fuck, Simon. Fuck, yes." I cry, feeling him hitting the spot that makes my brain go stupid, the pleasure filling me as my body moves and bounces on and off his dick. 
"Fuck, I've missed you, Y/N" He whispers in my ear, his body still hitting against me, his cock filling me so good.
"Don't. Don't ever think I go a minute, not even a second without thinking about you." He continues, his head right next to mine as I prop myself up, my back arched as he slams into me, his tempo growing as a smile tears through my face. 
"How can you not think of me when this is the sight you get." I smile, whispering my words into his ear, teasing him before moaning again, feeling him hit the spot once again.

"I love you, Y/N." Simon huffs, feeling his heat radiating off of him, my eye looking over his face as he tries to continue for me, wanting me to feel good. I bring my hand up to his face, pulling him into my lips, feeling his against mine after so long.

"I love you too, Simon." I answer him softly against his lips, my eyes closed as I'm engulfed in the feeling once more.

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