By the time I had rushed out to the kitchen/dining area mum was doing the dishes humming a little song to herself while my big step brother Tyson(TY) was sitting at my spot at the table with his $20 Kmart shoes on the table. I looked over at my pissed mother, even though she was pissed as hell she didn't say anything. She always did this-ignored TY and his mother, because anytime she actually tried to give TY a talk or tell him off he called his mother and she would yell and just walk all over her. She always used her worst fear against her, telling her she would never be a good mother, but despite all of that she said nothing.-
"Move dumbass" I yell at him starting right at him.
I looked into his eyes waiting for mum to tell him too move but she said nothing.
"I said move" I yell louder this time hoping she would tell him to move.
"Jordan it's just a spot, just sit at another spot"
"But mum that is my fucking spot"
"Language young lady I will not tolerate bad language in my house now sit at another spot or don't eat" she looks up as she says this but the moment she stops she goes back to scrubbing the dishes
"Yeah bitch sit down" TY looks at me with a stupid smile on his face
"Tyson" Jack tells him off from the other side of the table but hose back to feeding Charlie without saying another word
"I am done with this"
I walk out already feeling anger
When I Hear a loud crash of dishes behind me. When I turn around my mother is looking at me with pure anger in her eyes
"YOU'RE DONE WITH WHAT!?HUH HAVING EVERYTHING THAT I NEVER FUCKING HAD WHEN I WAS YOUR AGE?? I WISH I HAD THE LIFE YOU HAVE RIGHT NOW BUT INSTEAD SLIT YOUR WRIST AND YIU TRY AND KILL YOURSELF, I WISH I HAD ALL OF THE OPPORTUNITY THAT YOU HAVE TIGHT NOW BUT I DIDN'T BE-"
"Because I exist right? If you didn't have me your life would have been perfect? Charlie and TY are like the kids you wanted? You never wanted me??" I storm out of the room before she can reply, running towards the door and slamming it shut be hind me.
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Hello my name is disappointment
RomanceJordan: of what seamed a typical Australian girl, was not all though that was all she wanted, to be normal and not be the girl who tried to take her life. As moths go by from this accident Jordan found comfort in her best friend William and helping...
