#55: Transmasc Realization/Dysphoria 💙💖🤍💖💙

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Since I realized that I'm a trans demiboy (pronouns are they/he), I'm including transmasc problems too from now on!

How I realized:
1. I've been saying "I'd rather be called a boy than a girl", but it eventually evolved into "I'd rather be a man than a woman".
2. In my trans phase before, I said that it didn't fully fit, so I might only be part boy.
3. I have severe chest dysphoria that affects me every day and I seriously want to have top surgery done.
4. I'm more emotionally hurt by being called "she" and my deadname.

Dysphoria—
Like I said, I have severe chest dysphoria, but I'm dysphoric about other things too:
1. My hair cuz it's too long.
2. My voice cuz I want it to be deeper.
3. I just wish I was born a boy so I wouldn't have all these problems.
4. I said "I'm too thicc to be a boy" the other day.
5. When ppl point out my feminine features. Makes me wish I didn't have any.

(Edit: Just updated the book's title cuz ye.)

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