The things i worry about are just the same As Always, if you get what i mean.
life is confusing.
I don't like to tell my friends (those who know) I've made up my mind because I really don't want anything to change with friendships and stuff, but is it bad that I cringe any time my parents call me “sissy” [as in sister]? Or really Anything. Sometimes I doubt myself, sometimes I think I'm faking it, but it always comes down to the same thing. I get excited when i get called a boy, and i hate being called a girl. And clearly, I have this account, which should also be another sign that I have my mind made up.
But i dont hate my body. Like, I know most times it's like, “I hate my body!” “i feel trapped in the wrong body!” But i don't. it's almost like i feel trapped in the way others perceive me if that makes sense T^T I don't have a problem right now with my body, but I do have a problem with how people perceive me. That's what makes me doubt myself.
