i've spent my whole life
being a people pleaser
but i'm still not enough
i don't have connections
i don't have the confidence
i don't have the characteristics
but why did you have to be unfair
i walked the way you wanted
i chewed like the models you liked
but what, tell me what is enough
you never really cared about me
i don't want your pity at all
you can save it for the dogs
but no, i forgot, you are one
i hate this stupid thing
why do i have to endure the pain
why can't i smile like them
why, why
