i'm so embarrassed
to show my face again
i feel so alone again
there's no one behind me
there's no one beside me
they've all turned their backs
and it's all your damn fault
you played me like a puppet
it was a let's not tell her kinda thing
my fake friends knew, they all knew
i wish i could gaze at you again
stare into your ruthless bloody eyes
and show you heaven and earth
only to snatch it away in a heartbeat
