i think i'm ready
to pray the risky prayer
i finally realised that
if someone is for you
you don't have to fight
for what you call love
i loved you for a moment
i admired pain even more
i forced you to love me
when you didn't give a damn
about how i really felt
though i still care for you
i'm gonna be selfish this time
dear God
if he's not my husband
remove him from my life
if he turns out to be fake
replace him immediately
with someone who won't
make me cry at midnight
because i can't spend
a single second alone
