sometimes it's not a hug
or a kiss that you need
music is your only friend
when tears come dripping
like honey on a winter's night
sit in the dark and stare at
blank space of nothingness
reminisce about you and him
and when you see them again
you l'll pretend like
you didn't get choked last night
gasping for air on the edge darkness
does he know how much it hurts
but i pretend like i'm fine
these days crying makes you weak
i don't wanna be weak cause
you might laugh and run away
