My First And Last

Chapter 46

Guinevere Sanchez's POV:

I'm here at my office dito sa kumpanya

Hanggang inaayos ko yung mga papeles na nasaharap harap ko ay biglang may kumatok sa pinto

"Come in" I said while still fix the papers na nasa ibabaw ng table ko

Rinig ko namang bumukas ang pinto pero hindi ko parin binalingan iyon ng tingin

"Ma'am, Mr.Sanchez your father want to talk to you Ma'am" magalang na sabi ng aking sekretarya

Dahil sa sinabi niya ay bigla akong napatigil sa mga ginagawa ko at tumingin saking sekretarya na inaantay ang sasabihin ko

Seriously?

I don't know what to say.

Ang huling kita at usap namin ay nong 5 years ago pa dito sa office ko din

Maybe it's time for me to talk to him na hindi galit at mahinahon

I heavy a sign before I fix my self and look at my secretary direction

"Let him come inside" I coldly said

She just nodded

I'm kinda nervous I don't know why

Second later a man-I mean Dad went inside my office

I was shocked, parang hindi ko na siya makilala his hair was a mess and her suit is also a mess

"A-anak" he softly said

I feel pain in my chest all this time ngayon ko nalang ulit siyang nakita at ramdam ko ang pangungulila ko sa kanya

"H-have a sit Dad" pag-aaya ko sa kanyang maupo sa harap ng upoan na kong saan ako nakaupo

Agad naman siyang umupo sa harap ko at nakayuko

What happened to him? Why his a mess?

"What brought you here Dad?" I coldly ask

Unti-unti niyang hinarap ang mukha niya sakin

Kita ko ang mga luhang gustong kumawala sa kanyang mga mata but he managed to not let those stears to fall

"I-im sorry anak" mahina niyang sabi pero sapat lang para makinig ko

"Dad-"

"I'm sorry for not being a father to you, I'm sorry for controlling your life before, I'm sorry for being a coward, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" hindi na niya napigilan ang mga luha niyang tumulo dahil tuluyan na itong kumawala sa kanyang mga mata

"I'm sorry anak, for being selfish, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry" paghingi niya ng tawad ramdam ko ang sinseridad sa boses niya

I want to cry but I want to ask him what happened

"Dad, w-what happened?" I worriedly ask

"My company is bankrupted, lahat ng nag invest ay nag pullout, because of some I issues sa company,we thought it's just some minor issue turns out meron na palang sumasabutahe samin, may nagnakaw ng mga files sa company na isang employee and that employee came from another company na inutusan lang na mag apply sa company para manakaw ang mga importanteng Files, and when my investors find out about that they immediately pullout their investment" mahabang paliwanag ni Dad

I am mad at him but his still my father kung hindi dahil sa kanya ay hindi ako mabubuo

Bumuntong hinanga muna ako bago mag salita

"How's your company doing now Dad?" I ask

"Lugi na, at marami ng utang kumikita pa pero hindi iyon sapat para mabayaran ang mga utang, and by the end of the month kapag hindi ako nakabayad ay kukunin nila ang lahat" sagot niya habang naka yuko