Always

Chapter 18

"I just miss her" such a stupid excuse MJ through to herself 'why would I even say that? why not the truth? what so wrong with saying that I have random little sticks ripping out of the skin of my back? Oh yeah that's why I sound fucking insane!' MJ sighs, mentally slapping herself. Lying isn't right, why does she do it? Because its the only way to keep her mom's innocents, is to keep her in the dark, keep her safe.

"MJ!" Mom screams from downstairs. "I'M GOING TO GET CRUISE!" "OKAY! LOVE YOU!"

The sound of the door closing signals MJ to get to working on research on whats happening. Right now her life make little to no sense with everything she does, something strange happens, how did she survive, all signs point to being a Morthling, she just got back and now she's being told by every ounce of research she does that she's a Morpling. Morphlings don't exist anymore, every history class taught her that, now she being told she's one. This goes against everything she was ever told, everything she ever knew is a lie. Someday she's gonna find something that changes her life, and flips everything around. Left will become right, right will be up, up will be left, and down just doesn't exist.

"why me" A stressed and aggravated sigh escapes MJ's lips, her body tight from the paining stress that weighs her shoulders down. Life has some way to torment her in anyway possible.

She flops onto her bed, and accidentally bumping her head on her bad frame. "Ow shit!" She rubs her forehead, and Juliette flaps over, ready to tear anything and anyone to shreds. Juliette lets out a little squeak and nuzzles into her head. "I'm fine, JuJu bee." The little killing machine lets out a sigh, knowing that MJ's okay. 

MJ drifts into a deep and impenetrable  sleep, her dreams refusing to let her leave.

"MJ!" A small black haired boy says running in the forest with a young MJ, playing a game. Tag? maybe. "MJ come back." "Never!" She giggles, running around the trees. laughing and playing, into the golden hours of the evening. "Hey Zack?" little MJ says. Holding Zack's hand and laying in the grass, the warm summer air filling around her. "yeah MJ?"  He turns to face her, she makes him feel different, happy in the tormenting world. A soft blush covers his face, barely noticeable. "Zack... I love you"  She blushes along with him, her blue eyes sparkling, softly. "Really?!" Zack gawks. "y-yes... Its okay if you don't like me back I'm fine with that really I just needed to tell you..." She speaks quickly, embarrassed  "I love you too Mary Jane." "Really!"  She smiles, then the worlds changes. dark and nightmarish, wicked that's the  way of the world. "Ha No never, you think that I would ever love you, you're a freak, a monster, you should be dead. the only reason I act like I love you is because I  feel pity for a imbecile who can barely remember me, you just stay in doubt because you know deep down you're a Morphling someone who shouldn't have survived. My life would be better if you never entered it!" He cackles at her, watching as pain floods her body. "aw is baby gonna cry." He mocks, kicking her over. "you should just kill yourself!" He spits at her. "I wouldn't care!" A smirk crosses his face, pulling a small pocket knife out. "Here, do it" He gives her the knife. MJ shakes her head. "Fine I'll do it for you." A slash and dice across her chest, blood pooling beneath her. "DIE!" The flesh tears again, burning her skin. "JUST FUCKING DIE!!"  The pain makes her, black out.

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"MJ wake up"  A white out line says "wake up, save your family MJ. Don't let that get to you." The glow "you need to save your family, they need your help..." Each word the light speaks, comes out distorted and slightly quiet. "what? why do they need me? I'm useless, unworthy of anything, I should have just listened to mom and not done anything. ignorance is bliss, and I should have stayed in the dark" MJ says back, softly sighting. "no... find your family, Mary Jane... Hurry" The voice echos. slowly leaving.

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There we go! finally finished. And I'm so so so sorry for the wait. I never intended for it to be that long. But we are nearing the climax So hooray.

Hope you like this story, and if you want to read my 100 read special I just posted that one, it's a slow update one... Kinda like this one, sorry again for how long this took.

Slay the day!

-Ava_