Roslyn Auclair is a freshman in college. Excited to start her journey in music, her and her best friends also fellow band members, decide to major in music. When she attends class on her first day, she sees the one and only Bill Kaulitz. The singer...
Year 2007 Roslyn's POV ————————————————— I hear my loud ass alarm go off and it instantly wakes me up. "I've got to find a new alarm. This shit is too annoying." I whisper to myself. I drag myself out of bed and head to my closet to pick out clothes, like I always do for my daily routine. As I'm looking for clothes, I can't help but think about Bill. 'Maybe I should apologize?...I don't know what I did but, I don't want any hard feelings with him.' I think to myself. I picked out a really cunt outfit today. It's a black and white top that ties around the the back of my neck, a denim skirt, a black and white bag with a cross on it, some Dior kitten heels and i accessorized with some white sunglasses, a statement cross necklace and regular hoop earrings.
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I walk to my bathroom and turn on the shower. I brush my teeth first today, as I wait for the shower to get hot. I hop in after I'm done brushing my teeth and let the hot water hit my body. 'I hope this is a good year..' I think to myself. Ever since the 3rd grade, I've been bullied. They called me fat and ugly but, the sad part is, I believed them. No going to lie, I still do. Lay and Ray do their best to let me know that I'm beautiful. I try my best to believe them but, how can I get rid of a mentality that I grew up on? I get out the shower and start getting dressed. I do the same makeup I did yesterday but, I added a little glitter on my eyelids and on my cheekbones. I put on my shoes, grab my purse and walk out to the living room. It doesn't seem like Ray and Lay are ready yet, so I walk to the kitchen and make us all coffee. The girls walk out into the kitchen together and they notice that I seem a little off today. "What's wrong Ros?" Ray asks. "Huh? O-oh nothing." I say with a fake smile. "Ros, we've known you long enough to know when you're lying. You can tell us babe." Lay says with a concerned face. I sit there for a second and decide to just tell them. "Okay fine...Bill kind of hurt my feelings yesterday. I know I shouldn't take it to heart but he's always been my celebrity crush and the band he's in, is quite literally one of my favorites. I was also thinking about how I was bullied a lot in grade school. I just don't want this to be a bad year." I say frowning. Lay and Ray walk over to me and give me a big hug. I don't know what I'd do without them. I know they don't know what to say right now but, their loving hugs are more than enough. "Okay okay, enough of this mushy shit. I made you guys coffee. So, let's go bitches!" They laugh at me and we walk out the door. As I get in my car, I turn on some music and of course Tokio Hotel's song "Don't Jump" turns on. I dance a little in my seat to the song. 'I'm just gonna clear things up with Bill' I think to myself. ——————Time Skip—————— I pull up to the school and the girls are already there waiting for me. I step out and we start walking to Professor Beaumont's class. "I think I'm going to try and clear things up with Bill" I say. "That's not a bad idea!" Says Lay and Ray nods. We walk in and sit in the same seats we sat in yesterday. I see Tokio Hotel walk in and I can't help but notice Bill giving me a dirty look. I decide to ignore it for now and focus on Professor Beaumont as he gets prepared for his lesson. "As we discussed yesterday, you have a quiz on the material we went over. Please come down and grab a test." Professor Beaumont says. As everyone gets to his desk, we form a line to grab the paper. I start to feel like someone is watching me. It's my turn to grab a test and I quickly grab one and walk back to my seat, not looking at my surroundings. If Bill is staring at me right now, I really don't want to see it. ——————-Time Skip——————