I Wanna Be Yours ~ Huskerdust

• Chapter 6 •

Angel's pov

I kissed him. After so long of daydreaming about this guy I kissed Husk. After the embrace he looked at me, shocked. "Why did you...why did you do that?" He stammers, looking away from my eyes. " I've wanted to for a while," I state and finish with "I guess." "Uh.. Im gonna go to bed.."he says, dumbfounded as he stands up and walks away, I feel so many emotions come piling onto me at once
"Damn it." I think feeling my eyes already starting to burn up again. "why would you do that you idiot," I whisper to myself. "You knew he'd never like you why did you think kissing him will change that." As I start I cry I realize I still have injuries and wince as my arm begins to hurt again. I lay down at just think.

Husk's pov

After he pulls me from the kiss I'm completely shocked. Never in a million years did I think Angel Dust, a boy perfect in every way, would kiss me, an old drunk. I stand up to walk away and as I close the door I hear Angel sniffle. "Fuck." I say, under my breath, I walk to my room and lay on my bed. "Why would I walk away?" "Does he like me too?" "Did he want to kiss me or was it just him being drunk?" As all of these thoughts scatter into my brain one question stays unanswered. "Does he like me back." I stare at my ceiling and start to talk to myself like some physcopath "Why would he like me, I always treat the guy like shit." My nose twitches and my eyes start to become filled up with tears. I never cry, it makes me feel weak. But in this situation I can't handle all these questions and I become overwhelmed. I suck it up, sit up from laying on my bed, and start to walk out of my room.

A/n sigh this was painful to write especially Husk thinking it's weak to cry. It made me feel toxic tbh