92. Nothing was same

3K 43 8
                                    

Personal for Ellah

I love him but I don't know about his love for me. We both were really happy together until he decided to corner himself.

Now we don't talk much, each together, we don't do anything together. We're both now just a two strangers living together.

I never knew why he decided to do all this to himself, to me, to us but I just guess he did. Sometimes I though that he was cheating on me but No he wasn't. I know he was being distance but that doesn't means that's he's hurt me.

Now I thought it was the day where I could save this relationship or let it go. I decided to clear all the things out. Of you love someone then prove it if you don't then tell it. But I still loved him.

"Hmm Harry " I said on phone biting my lips stopping them from quivering.

"Yeah ?" He asked like he wasn't interested in hearing me out.

"Can you please home we need to talk" I said straight.

"Mm okay " he replied and ended the line. I didn't realised that I was crying. Though I called him I didn't knew how to talk about it.

I was deep in my thought when I heard the door bell. He's here. I thought. I quickly whipped the tears from my cheeks and opened the door.

"So what's the matter." he said as he made himself comfy on the couch.

"Do you love me ?" I asked him crossing my arms. He looked at me and then I saw tears in his eyes. I quickly rushed to his side comforting him.

"Hey hey what's the matter?" I asked rubbing his back. He did nothing just hugged me tight burying his face in the crook of my neck crying silently.

"I- I'm sorry." he sniffles in arms holding on me like a kid.

"Why baby?" I asked him not knowing why he was sorry.

"I'm horrible do you know why I was being distant ?" He asked pulling always looking into my own wet eyes.

"No that's why I called you to know the reason." I said looking in his eyes for an answer.

"I- I cheated on you." he said looking down crying afraid that now I'd leave him.

"W-what ?" I said shedding some tears.

"I'm sorry baby please don't leave me you're the best thing ever happened to me. I promise I'll change please baby. I cannot live without you" he said in one breathe holding on my hands.

I said nothing just hugged him tight. I knew what he did was wrong but it was a mistake and mistakes are forgiven. I was so happy that he told the truth. And I couldnt even live without him so I just sticked with him. And I must say from that day nothing was same because we weren't distant anymore.

___________

I hope you like it!

Harry Styles imaginesWhere stories live. Discover now