September First
I feel something different when I'm around him. I don't know what it is but there's something there that keeps me so attached to him. It makes me happy, you know? I'm not sure the reason ebhind why I feel the way I do whenever he's around, but I want it to last for as long as possible.
He texted me laat night and we stayed up until the middle of the night talking to each other. I learned that his birthday is in March, he has a dog named Kkami, he likes teasing his friend Minho dor beinf in loce with his boyfriend, and that he's just a really sweet guy in general.
I don't know what it is about him, but it has me hoping that he never leaves me alone. I hope he stays forever, honestly. A guy like him deserves the world and I want to be able to give that to him.
I've known hom for two days and I'm already so attached to the thought of him, I hope we can stay friends. I've talked to his friend, Minho, on occassion too. He's kind, I can tell even with his personality that he cares a lot for Hyunjin.
They remind me of me and Jeongin. I hope we can all be friends.
I hope I can get to know Hyunjin more as a person as well, because so far I would risk everythinf for him if he asked me to. There's a level of truth that our conversation last night gave me and it's almost... Relaxing? I don't know how to explain it, but I'm going to try and talk to him more today. I want to get to know him better.
Maybe it's more of a need than a want. I'm not sure, maybe I'll find that out along the way.
Love, Lixie
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Fanfictiona series of diary entries written by felix and hyunjin about their relationship https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6Z4wouK8LUAQO1dklLq162?si=X9-oPnKJRFu-IalkcU4Mhw&pi=u-XUz6HbAzQ5iC
