September first
I texted him last night after I finished writing. We managed to talk until four in the morning, and then having to wake up an hour later for school killed me but it was so worth it for him.
I never ruin my sleeo sechedule to talk to anyone unless they need it. Last night, Felix didn'r need me ro talk to him and yet I still ruined my sleep sechedule just to talk. I don't know what kind of chokehold he has over me, but I want to be near him at all times. His presence in itself is so relaxing and I don't know how to handle any of it.
Felix in himself is such a sweet person and I can tell how much he cares for others. It makes me want to protect him until the end of time. If he would let me get closer to him, I would do just that.
Felix is the kind of person who deserves to be worshipped for all they are. He's special, I don't know what he's doing to me but I hope that it never ends. I hope he stays around me forever.
Forever isn't always a long time, but when it comes to him, I hope it is.
Love, Hyunjin
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Fanfictiona series of diary entries written by felix and hyunjin about their relationship https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6Z4wouK8LUAQO1dklLq162?si=X9-oPnKJRFu-IalkcU4Mhw&pi=u-XUz6HbAzQ5iC
