ripping my guts apart

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Jade's POV

I felt like someone just stabbed me with over 100 daggers. Beck just grabbed my heart and crushed it until there was nothing left. My eyes burned and were drowned by tears. I could feel my mascara smudge but I didn't care anymore. Beck had gained my trust, and I trusted him. He was the person I could go to when my parents were fighting, when I couldn't concentrate for studying, when I had any problem at all. I loved him, and he broke me. The pain I felt is worse than anything I could have imagined, it felt like someone was ripping my guts apart and lighting them on fire. This time, I knew it was real. I knew that it wasn't going to be like the other times when we split up for a few days and then get back together. It's over.

That thought just made me cry even more (if even possible) as I ran in into the girls bathroom, instantly clenching the edges of the sink, my hands grasping it so hard I'm surprised it didn't break. My head sank into it as my hands held further on the edges. My legs felt weaker than ever, like they were seconds away from collapsing. After I stood there for what felt like hours, I heard someone call my name and gently place there hand on my shoulder. I opened my eyes and my vision was blurry, head spinning, I managed to recognize a brown haired girl standing in front of me. I lifted my eyes up to hers and brown met blue.

Sorry this chapter is really short, I just wanna keep everything organized but im writing the 3rd one right now. Is gonna be updated in less then 3 hours! See you soon

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