•The Journey between 2 overlord•

Healing from the damages

Vox's pov:
Velvette brought the med kit and immediately bandaged Val and meanwhile she checked for a pulse.
"He has a normal pulse don't worry" Velvette said. I couldn't stop crying and having a panic attack. I don't wanna lose him. He is my world without him I can't live. I didn't knew that Val was very sensitive too. I'm just soo overwhelmed I just can't believe he would hurt himself like that.
"Hey vox... You need to calm down or the power will be out again. We won't anything if you make the power go out so you need to calm down" Vess spoke after being in a shock
"HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CALM DOWN WHEN MY BOYFRIEND WAS DEPRESSED AND TRIED TO KILL HIMSELF?!" I was trembling more and I was too scared of this happening over again.
"We understand you Vox but oyu seriously need to calm down just so we can fucking see" Velvette spoke up
Nobody's pov:
"I just don't wanna lose him"
"He isn't dead don't worry he just passed out. Don't worry he will wake up."
"If Val is self harming shouldn't we check for more scars? To see how bad this situation is?" Vess asked being curious
"It feels right and wrong at the same time" Velvette answered
"It would be good to see how much he struggles with this but at the same time I feel like we are invading his privacy and also most likely his scars is an insecurity for him."
"We can't let this happen again, we need to see how bad this situation is!" Vess answered walking up to Val.
"I will only check his leg and arm" Vess spoke up checking Val's arm
"Oh my fucking god" Vesper said being in shock again
"His arm are full of self harm scars. I haven't seen this much scars on sinners only on myself" Vesper said
"What?..." Vox asked after dissociating. He quickly walked up to Val and saw his scars.
"He has been feeling like this and he didn't tell me? Why didn't I notice those scars? I feel so guilty for not being able to help him" he started crying again not being able to hold back his tears.
"On his thigh there is a stab wound. Similiar to mine it could be that it was self-inflicted. Mine is self-inflicted too and it seems to small to being stabbed by another person" Vess added
"he seems to hide his problems trying to act like he is a strong man but in reality he isn't" Vess said in a sad tone
"Well sadly I have to go, because I have to proccess what happened and also I'm busy sorry guys" Vel said
"Call me when he wakes up" she added walking out of the room.
"I'm soo sorry Val. I'm sorry for everything. Vox held Val's hand and interlocked it.
Val's pov:
I can't see fucking anything but I hear some noises even tho I can't understand any of it because I can't proccess them. I only hear sobs and feel something in my hand. I feel dizzy and start to see something and finally proccessing the noises around me.
"OH MY GOD VAL XOU ARE AWAKE!!!" Vox said staring to cry to intensively and hugging me
"I THOUGHT YOU WOULD NEVER WAKE UP" Vox was on my chest crying like crazy
"What happened? Why are you crying?" Then I remembered I slit my wrist because I felt like Vox has been ignoring me recently and I was too scared too lose him so I tried to killed myself so I wouldn't see losing Vox.
"You tried to do suicide..." he said choking a sob
"Why did you do it? Why Val? I love you soo much, I would never recover from losing you" he started crying again
"I will go out because you guys need to talk and this matter isn't my business from here." She said walking out of the room. This led to me and Vox being in the room
"I didn't wanna lose you. I was soo scared that you would leave me and I didn't wanna see that. I love you soo much, you are my everything Vox." I said and I interlocked our hand
"Just promise that you won't do it again" He said
"I will try sweetheart. I will try to make you happier more than anything" I said
"I love you soo much Val"
"Me too, Voxxy" I said
We were in silence for a while trying to proccess everything then I spoke up
"I'm sorry but can I be left alone?" O asked
"ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?! AFTER YOU TRIED TO KILL YOURSELF YOU THINK I WILL LET YOU BE ALONE AGAIN?!?! NO FUCKING WAY VALENTINO!!!" He was furious and I can understand why
"I won't let you to be alone. I will set up cameras in your office and everywhere. I will check what you are doing at the moment to make sure you won't do this ever again."
Vox was concerned for me. I can understand why after all his partner tried to kill himself. But I need some alone time tho to proccess everything that had happened.
"Do you want a psychologist Val?" Vox asked quietly. As much I hate to admit but I really needed to psychologist but I was scared that I would look weak going to a psychologist.
"I don't need one, don't be silly Voxxy" I said
"You clearly need one. You have been depressed and mostly suicidal as well." He said in a sad and furious tone
"I will do anything just to make your life better,happier. You are everything Val can't you understand that?"
"I will try to understand Vox..." I said in a sad tone. No one has said those things to me before.
"Wanna sleep together Voxxy?" I asked
"OF COURSE WE WILL SLEEP TOGETHER AFTER WHAT YOU DID" He was hurted and furious again.
"I love you, you asshole. Don't do this again I don't wanna lose you."
"You said it like 69 times"
"Because I'm worried for you and I wanna make sure that you understand me."
"Shall I be top on you?"
"Yea I don't wanna hurt you." Vox said. I got top on him and wrapped my four arm around him. My head rested on his chest and I was hugging him firmly. He wrapped him arms around me and started to stroke my back gently. When I looked up I could see the sadness in his eyes. I coudl only see despair,sadness,pain in his eyes.
"Wanna have sex?" I asked
"I'm really not in the mood Val. I still need to proccess everything" He said starting to zone out. I hugged him tighter to make him aware again.
"What is it Val?" He asked
"I just don't want you to zone out" I said.
"I wanna sit up Vox. Can you be top on me this time?" I asked
"Anything for you" he said looking away. His eyes were filled with painful guilt. I sat up and Vox was in my lap facing me. I was hugging his waist and looked at him.
"Don't zone out again Voxxy." I said kissing his cheek to catch his attention
"Sorry Val, this is just too much for me" he said
"Don't worry that much I'm still alive and promised not to do it again." I said stroking his waist.
"A beatiful, powerful overlord like you shouldn' worry that much~" I said
"I won't leave you Vox, I promise"
"I won't leave you either Val." He said kissing me passionately. I hope things won't go wrong and we will be together forever even after death taking us again.
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I hope yall liked this chapter.💕💕💕 The Vox being in Valentino's lap was from real life where I was at my bff's house and I was in her lap.