why do i keep living just for you to ruin everything
you ruined everything
why does everyone think i want to deal with this world
qhy do i even try
why cant i just be happy instead of dealing with all of this
why
why why why
im fucking exhausted
i just wanr to be free
free from it all
free from everything
free from life
free from you
sometimes i want to just do it myself but i know it isnt fair to them
they dont deserve to lose someone they hold so dear
you dont deserve to
but man is it fucking hard to stay alive when you deal with shit like that sometimes
but hey its for you all
anything goes if its for you
but if i ever gave up just know it was never your fault ok
dont worry i wont right now
i love you all too much to leave you all like that
you guys mean so much more to me than words can describe
thank you for being the sun in my life
thank you for being the moon that glows at night
thank you for being a star that shines so bright
thank you all for helping me survive.
(dw im not going anywhere, this place is like the only form of escapism i have)
YOU ARE READING
potato randomly half-venting?
Poetrysometimes positive, (actually mostly cause i don't like bothering people with my problems-) and also expect a LOT of admiration towards people in this-
