Alex's POV
Soft and wet feeling in my lips.
I didn't react and still closing my eyes.
Andito ako sa pinakatagong pwesto sa library, nakatagilid na nakadantay ang ulo sa mesa habang pikit ang mga mata, gusto kong magpahinga sa dami ng ginawa ko ngayong araw. It's my last day in highschool.
Walang ibang nagtatangkang pumunta dito dahil alam nilang akin lang ang pwestong ito.
"I love you Alex." Gentle whisper of the most stubborn person i know.
Maxine.
Hindi ko namalayan ang pagdating nya.
Hindi ito ang unang beses na giniwa nya ito kaya hindi na ako nagulat. Nanatili akong nakapikit at nagpanggap na tulog. I choose to remain calm than over react.
I can feel her breath very close to my face. I can smell her sweet scent and that makes my hands sweat. I feel goosebumps in my nape. Something in me wanted to continue pretending so that i can smell her addicted scent.
Am i crazy?
"I will miss you."
I will miss you?
"Bye for now." She continue.
Gusto kong magtanong pero pinigil ko ang sarili.
No Alex, don't let your guard down.
She's crazy, brat, self centered, shameless and possessive.
Yes, Maxine San Jose is a possessive one. I have proven it so many times.
I will not let her control me.
I am Alexandra Alvarez.
"Alam kong naririning mo ako Alex." Matamlay nitong sabi.
Madiin kong pinikit ang mga mata at huminga ng malalim.
Yeah, what's the use of pretending?
Dahan-dahan kong tinuwid ang pagkakaupo at walang ekspresyong tumingin ng diretso sa mga bookshelf.
"Crazy." I coldly said. That's my nickname for her.
She ashamedly hold my hand. "Crazy in love with you."
Kumunot ang noo ko at halos magpantay na ang mga kilay kong tumingin sa kanya. "Umalis ka sa harapan ko." Madiin kong wika at binawi ang kamay. Ilang beses ko na syang sinabihan na huwag syang pupunta dito.
It's too much but it's the right words for her. Knowing Maxine i know it will not affect her.
Hindi ito sumagot at tumitig lang sa mga mata ko.
Shit! A scream cursed burst in my brain.
She forcely grab my nape and kiss me hard. Not the usual feeling everytime she give me a quick kiss, its more deep, aggressive and wanted more.
I was shock. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin. Bigla itong kumandong sa hita ko habang nakadikit parin ang mga labi namin.
Something soft and warm is pushing my lips wishing to enter inside my mouth. It feels like jelly, pero malikot at malambot.
"Hmmmm." Maxine's moan.
Moan?
Dali-dali kong hinawakan ang magkabila nitong braso para maghiwalay ang mga labi namin. Walang lumabas na salita sa bibig ko.
"Say that again and i will do more than this." Pagbabantang wika ni Maxine. Her serious voice makes me shivered.
What? Me? No!
"Y-you're crazy." Napalunok ako, did i just stutter?
"Yes i am." She proudly said. Umalis ito sa pagkakaupo sa hita ko at tumayo. "Hindi ako makakapunta sa graduation nyo ni Blue bukas. My family will go abroad tomorrow that's why i wanted to see you before going home." Pasandal itong umupo sa gilid ng mesa habang naka crossed arms.
Galit akong tumayo. "You think you can do whatever you want Maxine? What you just did want me to slap you. Are you not ashame?" I am furious.
"Then do it. Slap me." She didn't even blink. "If that will make you feel better then do it. But i will not fake my feelings. I want to kiss you, i want to feel you, i want to hug you, i want to be with you, i want to do sexual things with you. I love you and you know that."
What the hell!
I'm 18 and she's 16. Sexual things?
I always ignore her furtive kiss because i don't want it to be an issue and people might fuss about it once they knew what we're doing. That's why i just let her kiss me.
But this time it's too much. I can't beat her honesty.
"You're unbelievable." Kinuha ko ang bag at cellphone ko at iniwan ito.
♾️
