#1 - Forever Peace.

ch 14 - chérie

I woke up early today knowing Raj will leave for London.

My heart was beating so fast that it might have come out. Breathing in and out I made my way to his room.

The door was slightly open meaning he didn't close the door, I peaked in a little and saw Raj.

His back was facing me, he was packing his bag, he wore a black shirt and pants. He looked so hot.

I bit my lips shaking my head.

I am behaving as a creep. Eww.

I knocked on the door and waited for his signal.

"You can come in Anvi" I heard his voice which was enough to send a shiver over my body.

I slowly went in and saw he was all ready.

He smiled softly and my heart skipped it's one beat. I smiled back and he moved towards me and took me in for a hug.

His hugs just sends me warmth, everytime I am close to him makes me feel butterflies.

I blinked feeling my cheeks heat up. We stayed like that for awhile. No words were exchanged.

I somewhere felt like this would be the last time I'll be seeing him. My heart pained even thinking about it.

Once he is gone, I'll be alone again.

And I don't want that, not when we are this close.

He pulled away and his gaze turned soft looking at me. I blinked not wanting to breakdown.
Not infront of him atleast.

He placed a kiss on my forehead.

"I promise I'll be back before you know" he said chuckling as if he said the most funniest thing ever.

But I knew

I knew I won't see him anytime soon. And I know we won't meet each other either.

"Please don't cry Chérie" he said wiping my tears.

(Chérie - sweetheart)

I widened my eyes looking at him.

Did he just call me a nickname?
Chérie? A nickname? For me?

Utha lo mujhe is dharti se.
(lift me from this earth)

I bit my inner cheeks contemplating whether I heard it correct.

"Chérie?" I asked, my voice came out as a mere whisper.

"Yes, you are my chérie" he said keeping his hand on my cheeks.

I blushed at the nickname, butterflies erupted in my stomach.

"Lier you won't come back I know" I said huffing.

"I will, wait for me okay?" He asked. I nodded my head still grinning.

I am not able to digest that he just gave me a nickname.

"I will miss you" I said. His eyes softened.

"I will miss you more" he whispered coming closer to me.

His hands felt so soft against my cheeks though they were rough.

I looked up at him. His eyes which were looking into mine moved to my lips. My heartbeat fastened thinking about all the possibilities.

He moved his face face closer to mine.

Will he kiss?

Will I have my first kiss today?

By my crush?

Will I get kissed by my crush?

By my brother's bestfriend? That felt illegal to even think.

Wil i-

I heard loud banging which caused me to flinch.

"Bhaiya chalo" Inaya's voice came from outside.

I blinked. What was I even thinking??

What the actual fuck?

"Idiot " Raj murmured.
That's it.

I pushed him away and ran out of the room.

This was so embarassing.

Were we really going to kiss?
What is wrong with Anvi? Paagal hai?

Ugh stupid girl one day you will die thinking about such stuff.

"Why is your face red" Inaya asked as I fanned myself.

"Nothing, it's just hot here" I said panting.

"But it's winters Anvi" Inaya said grinning at me.
Great another embarrassing moment. My face turned red.

This just means that Inaya knew I was in Raj's room.

Sigh, what is actually wrong with me?

"Shut up" I said.

She giggled, soon Raj came downstairs.

"Don't miss me to much" he whispered in my ear and kissed my head moving away.

He just loves kissing my head, doesn't he?

I am a goner for this man.

"Wtf was that?" Inaya said, her jaw was on the floor. I grinned.

"It was your brother" I shrugged.

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I waved at Raj's car which was moving away.

Once out of my sight, I sighed already missing him.

"Tension mat le, bhai Gaye hai abhi unki behen Zinda hai" Inaya said throwing her hands around my shoulder.

(Don't take tension, brother has gone, his sister is still alive)

I narrowed my eyes removing her hands.

"Tu meri kya hai?" I asked batting my eyelashes at her. She gasped.

(What are you to me?)

"Paap Lage ga Anvi tujhe, ek bestfriend ki badua lagegi tujhe" she said dramatically.

(You will feel guilty Anvi, you will feel cursed by a best friend)

I laughed looking at her face.

And we spent the day watching movies and listening to music.

I already miss him.
But can I do anything? No.
I can do nothing except for missing him.

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this is the end of PART 1

This chapter is small so forgive me. But I will post daily from may 5 onwards.

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