Even if you're a figment of past,
But whenever my life seems like falling a part,
You appear like a deja vu in every place,
Didn't even remember the thing properly between us,
Yet you're like the only thing lately I had in dreams,
It's not like I still want ya,
But the fact with my falling down,
When you appear like that,
I wanna ask question to myself,
What is moving on?
Am I really moved on?
So why did I have you in the figment of my imagination?
Why did my heart skipped a bit when someone else called and for a moment you cross a my mind?
Why I began to see you in every place and face?
It's not like someone could fall in love again with same person,
The thing which ended a year ago!
No I don't have this love for you or somebody else,
Yet it bothers me,
The sudden appearance of you,
Everytime my life brought me down,
If is it all inside my head?
Then why my mind is playing like that,
I considered you a beautiful part of life.
Yet everytime my nightmares began you began to appear as well,
Whether to take you as a good sign or bad?
Or intuition or horror of life?
Were you never mine?
I still remembered one of your friend saying-
"Even if nothing exist between them anymore, once everything exist between them was true!"
And I still wander what was that which was true enough?
Even if we never crossed each other's way!
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The Mad People's Dorm
Poetry"Mad People's Dorm" is a heartfelt collection of poetry that takes you deep into the emotions and thoughts of someone battling anxiety, betrayal, and inner turmoil. Each poem is a window into a mind that has faced darkness and is striving to find li...
