you sold my childhood home in 22 (journal part II)

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yesterday
I almost died
I wanted to
maybe I still do

but I am popping bubble wrap that I stole from my roommate
and hockey begins in an hour
so for the time being
I am holding on

I don't wanna feel like I did last night
it always seemed like such a random line in that song
now I realise
it is the most important one