Miguel O'Hara x Reader Oneshots

Intimacy

(mentions of passed SA)

After you had been intimate with Miguel you did what you usually did and got up, quickly putting your clothes back on before sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Why do you always do that?" Miguel asked as he reached out and ran a hand down your back.

"Do what?" You muttered back.

"After we have sex you always put your clothes back on and sit on the edge of the bed." He explained. You chewed the inside of your lip as you slowly turned and looked at him.

"I feel...odd, after sex. It's not because of you because it happens even when I masterbate." You responded.

He looked at you and patted the spot beside him.

"Lay down, baby. You don't have to come too close." He said as you slowly climbed back into bed, close to him but not touching.

"Do you feel some kind of shame after it?" He asked as you looked into his eyes and nodded a little.

"I'm sorry." You said. He smiled sadly and gently reached forward to hold your hand.

"You don't need to be sorry, not ever. I know why you do it and I know it's not because of me and I also know it isn't your fault whatsoever. It's because of what happened to you...isn't it?" He asked as you looked away and nodded a little, squeezing his hand.

"I love you... And I love being intimate bit sometimes my brain and my body, it just remembers it." You whispered looking into his eyes.

"I thought that's what it was. You can always talk to me, baby. We can do whatever you want after sex. What would make you most comfortable?" He asked as you looked into his eyes.

"Maybe... Both of us clothed and we both just, lay next to each other." You muttered nervously as Miguel smiled.

He got up and put his clothes back on before laying next to you, just holding your hand.

"Like this?" He asked as you smiled and nodded.

"Yeah... I like this."