Crazy For You [Santo A. Story]

Chapter 4: Lord Help Me

Waiting..

Waiting..

Waiting...

My Timer On my Phone Goes Off and I Jump. Should I Look? This Shit is So Scary, This Will Change My Life..Forever.

I Get Off The Toilet and Walk towards My Counter. Oh No. This Cant Be happening. Im Only 18. I Can't Raise A Baby. Not Now, Not ever. I never Wanted a Child. Never! Ok Ania, Calm Down. This Probably wont be that Bad. I Take a Deep Breathe, Like 3 times. I Hear a Knock at The Door.

"Ania, What Does It Say?" Jessica Asks

I Pause.

"It's, It's Positive." I Gulp.

"Let Us in." Amber Says

I Open the Door with Teary Eyes, I Know if I blink Just One Time They Will start falling Like Waterfalls. Then, They Start to Pour. Amber & Jessica Hug me with All their Might.

"I can't Do this, My Parents will Kill me. " I Say Still Crying

"It's okay Baby. Well Be Here For You. " says Jessica

"And thats a Promise." Says Amber

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Its 8:00pm , And Amber & Jessica had to Go Home to there Parents Eventually. I Decided to Tell my Parents tomorrow After School. Hopefully They'll Understand.
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Dinner

"Hi Baby" My Dad Says

"Hi Dad" I say adding a Fake Smile

"So, How was The Party?" My Mom Asks.

Damn Mom. I Could Literally Start Crying Right Now.

"It was Fun." I Say

"I hope You Wernt drinking." My mom says

"No, No. Mom Never You Know Me." I Lie

"Is there Something Wrong?" She Says

"Im fine." I Lie Again

"We have no Reason To Worry About this One." My dad chuckles

He said This one As if I had another Sibling. My Mom Brings the Food to the Dinner table. Its Fried Chicken, Macaroni, Peas, & Cornbread. It looks so Delicious So I say My Grace and Dive In.

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As soon As I Go Upstairs, I Threw Up. It Tastes so Bitter. I Honestly Cant Believe Im Pregnant, out Of All People. I Lay In Bed, Thinking of the Guy who Took Advantage of Me. It Hurts. You Guys are Probably Thinking 'Yo Dumb ass Should've never Been Drinking' well Once Your In High School and Invited to A party, theres Nothing But Alcohol to Drink. No Juice Kids. Alcohol.

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School. Ugh.

"Hey Baby." says Amber

They Both Come Up To Hug Me

"I Feel Terrible." I Say

"Dont." Says Jessica

I See Chres, Ray & Prince. They Start to Walk over Here. Chres Gives Me A Hug. Of Course I Hug Back. I Look A Mess, I have A white V-Neck On with Some Light Blue Jeans and My All White 11's. I See Ray Kissing On Amber's Neck. And Prince's Hand Over Jessica Whispering Things To Her.

"You there?" Chres Says

"Oh Yeah. My Bad" I Say

"You Good, So About LastNight." Says Chres

The Bell Rings

Great.

"Im Sorry." I Said

"Damn, Ill Catch You Later Ma." He Kisses My Cheek

I Smile. But Inside Im Jumping Around Like A four Year old.

I walk With My Girls To Our First Period, This Is Gonna Be A Long Ass Day.

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After School

I Pull in My Driveway Seeing Both My Parents Car's. As Of Right Now My Heart Is Racing and My Stomach is Doing Flips. I Jump Out My Car to See My Parents Sitting on the Couch.

Great. This Is Great.

"Uh, Mom & Dad. I need To tell Yall Something." I Say

"What's Up Baby Girl?"

Im Literally 'bout to Pass Out.

"Im Uh, I..."