In Hollywood with Andrew Fontenot

It's not going to happen again.

That picture is major throwback lol.
I wake up and Andrew is still there. I sigh in relief. I'm glad he didn't try anything when I was sleeping. I realize that I'm in bed with him. When did I say yes to this? It must've been when I was tired. I barely remember anything when I'm really tired. I get up and sit in the chair. I look at my phone, and damn were people spammin me. All over instagram and twitter. Even snapchat like why? I had gained over 4000 followers on instagram and twitter. I can't even count how many on snapchat. It was weird. I delete all my notifications and look at my texts. There was one from Paul.
"Hey Angel, what's going on with you and Ludacris?"
"Hey, sorry it took me so long to reply I was sleeping. Nothing really we are just friends why?"
"Because you guys have ship names. We don't even have those and we have known each other longer."
"No one knew about us though. They saw the two pics on insta and no they are creating ship names and all kinds of stuff. We agreed that the ship names will be our friendship name."
"Ok."
"Were...............were you jealous?"
"I think auto correct on your phone is acting up, it says jealous."
"I know. I did that on purpose. Are you jealous?"
"No."
"Ok call me and have a conversation with me. Then I'll ask the question again I'll see if your jealous or not."
"I have to go I'll do it later bye."
"Yea ok, bye."
"Why would he be jealous? I just met Ludacris, I've known him for so long. This is rediculous. You know what? I didn't wake up screaming..........and I was in bed with Andrew. Wait but in one of my dreams it said I should be with Anthony. That Andrew and that one girl would be on tv. But they aren't.........oh my god. Did we change the future? Why? Why would we do that? How would we do that?" I start to pace back and forth.
"Baby girl, your making it cold. Whats wrong?"
"Um nothing, sorry. I should probably change your Gauze." I sit back down and go under the little table that I set up next to the bed. I put the box in the bottom slot. I made sure it was locked so no one could go in it. I take out fresh Gauze, tape and a few alcohol pads. Then I shut and lock the box and put it back under the table. I hold my hand out for Andrews arm. He sits up and gives me his left arm.
"Do you want me to clean the cuts? Its necessary but it might burn."
"Why is it necessary?"
"So they don't get infected and your arm have to be cut off so infection doesn't spread." I don't know if that was accurate or not.
"Ok, just be gentle."
"Promise."
"I'm serious Angel."
"I'm Angel nice to meet you. It's ok I understand I'll be careful." I laugh. He just takes deep breathes. I take off the wrist thing. Then I take off the tape and Gauzes. I look away when I do. They looked better it just kinda........well imagine the skin just crawling back together. Then times it by 3. Yea. I look back. I open the alcohol pad and start to clean the cuts.
"Ready?"
"Just come on." I start to clean. He flinches.
"I'm sorry." I continue to clean that one. He flinches his arm and tenses. I pull away.
"Are you ok?"
"Yea, it just burns."
"Yea." I take his arm again and do it a little more. I put new Gauze on him and tape it. We go through this process again for the other two. I warp his arm up again and throw all the garbage away.
"I'm sorry, you ok?"
"Yea I'm fine. Thank you."
"No problem." I really did miss his lips. I really just wanted to kiss him. But I can't. He has cheated on me three times, and the thing he did the other day. I can't. Should I be with Anthony? Should I be with Paul? Ludacris? Corie? I'm so confused.
"Angel, I really do love you. I'm sorry for being such a screw up. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant to let those things happen. I never meant to have any of this happen. It was all fake until that one day. When stayed there with me. When I was broken down I knew that I had feelings for you. I didn't want it to be just a one time thing. I wanted it to be forever. I honestly really do love you. I just can't get my priorities straight. You should be my number one priority. But I dont know what happened. I'm sorry and I don't deserve you. Or your help. But thank you for staying and helping me anyway." That honestly made me emotional. One part of me was like, yell at him because all he wanted was sex and never wanted sly this to happen in the first place. But the other side was like, Aww he's so cute I don't understand why he keeps messing everything up though it's ok because we all make mistakes just hug kiss and forgive him already. Then other part was like, um what about Anthony?
"It's fine." I look down.
"No its not, I'm sorry." He lifts up my head so I look him in the eyes.
"It's fine really. I'm fine." I jerk my face out of his hand.
"No your not. It's not ok either. But I'll leave it alone."
"Thank you." He nods.
"We should go upstairs."
"Yeah, I have to go to the bathroom."
"If you aren't out within 1-2 minutes I will get in."
"Uh, why?"
"Because I have to watch you no matter what. Duh. It's not going to happen again."
"Whatever how long is this going to go on for?"
"A few weeks. That's how long they do it for."
"Ugggggh." He groans I just laugh. He was able to do stuff by himself now. So we go upstairs. Mauryana and Anthony were cuddling.
"GET SOME!" I yell when I see. They break apart fast. I don't think they know that we saw them yesterday.
"What do you mean, nothing was going on here." Anthony stutters. I then laugh even harder.
"You guys are cute."
"But we aren't dating." Mauryana explains.
"I never said you were.....guilty conscience?" I tease.
"Really there's nothing." Anthony helps Mauryana plead the case.
"Ok." I shrug Then sit down in the other chair. Andrew went to the bathroom. After a minute he comes out. He sits on the couch and starts to watch whatever we were watching. I look at my phone and Jake was calling me.
"Be right back." I step outside.
"Hey. Whats up."
"Well, you said you were gonna text me about why you were in the attic. But never did."
"Oh yea I'm sorry, um well I can't sleep in the bed with Anthony. Me and Andrew aren't a thing anymore......... at least u think we aren't. Andrews in the basement. Me and Mauryana are sleeping in the attic together."
"But there was only one bed up there and it was because I put it up there. So what is she sleeping on?"
"Me and her are sharing a bed until she gets the money for a bed."
"Oh ok, well if you ever need anything just call ok?"
"Ok, thanks but why do you care so much you barely know me."
"I don't know, the first time I saw you something just hit me. It's like I can't stop thinking about you. And my mom a said it was love at first sight but I don't believe in that stuff. But I'll let you go so text you later ok?"
"O-ok? Bye."
"Bye." Then we hang up.