In Hollywood with Andrew Fontenot

I want it to go away

Andrew turns me to face him. Our lips almost touch, and I feel the spark that I felt when he first kissed me.
"Baby girl I'm always gonna be here for you, and I will always. Always be here."
"Then why don't you trust me? Don't say you do, because if you did you wouldn't have thought we did something last night."
"I don't know, I'm sorry. I really don't know." I look in his eyes. He honestly looked like he was gonna cry. I put my hand to his cheek.
"Ok." I turn around again and cover up.
Andrews POV
She just said ok. Is she mad..sad...what? I get under the covers with her and get close to her. I put my arm over her. She didn't move, she didn't show any affection. I run my hand down her hair and I feel a bump. Oh that must be the staple. She winced when I touched it. So I stop and just lay there with her. We soon fall asleep.

"Hey I haven't seen you since season 2. I think it was."
"Yea, I missed you." He grabs my arm and twirls me into a hug. He puts his face in the crook of my neck.
"Remember al the old feelings?" He says and kisses my neck.
"I'm sorry I have a boyfriend now." I step out of his grasp. Andrew comes behind me and kisses my cheek. He just stand there.
"I hope you know I still love her." Andrew just looks at me. I let out a long deep breathe.
"And she will be mine again."
Then I wake up. Andrew was cuddled up to me. Little breathes escape his lips. He's really cute, but I don't understand why he doesn't trust me. Like for real what have I done to not have his trust? To be honest I miss me and Anthony together. To be completely and totally honest I think I want a new relationship. With someone else. This one has just run its course. No I can't go. I love him and we need to fix all of this. I hear a knock t the front door. Dorathea gets it. I get up slowly.
"Hey who was it?" I ask when I see her.
"I don't know they said they had a package for you."
"Me? No one knows I live her." Worry rushes over me. Paul, Mauryana, and Anthony run downstairs.
"Pizza?" They ask hopefully.
"I think........I think he found me."
"Who?" Paul asked worried.
"The stalker." I point at the box in Doratheas hand. I grab it and sit down. I set the box on the table and I open it.
"Hey love you forgot a few things at the house. It hurts me to know that you are around so many guys. Do you not like me? I didn't do anything to you but be good to you. Why can't you just love me? I love you. I hope you like your new home. But you will still here from me...........I promise." I look in the box and its the fireworks. I slide the box off the table and throw the paper. I run upstairs to the farthest bathroom. I shut and lock the door. I find a razor and start to cut. Leaving slashes in my arms.
"Angel open the door." Mauryana screams from the other end. I wasn't saying a word. I just kept cuting up my arm. Blood dripping onto the floor. I was starting to feel weak. I was sitting on the toilet seat. Trying to remain with balance. I was leaning over the back of the seat about to pass out and the door opens.
"Angel oh my god. Why?" Mauryana looks at me with tears in her eyes. Andrew, Anthony, and Paul come in after they just look at me.
"Don't just look, fucking do something. Call 911. Do something!" Mauryana yells at the guys. Andrew is the first to move. He picks me up and takes me to the cars. Mauryana had Towels. Andrew puts me in the back seat, Mauryana gets in front and hand Andre the towels. He puts them on my cuts keeping pressure on them. Paul jumps in and so does Anthony. Paul starts the car and that's when everything goes black.....