unexplainable

Lost or found? Chapter 10

Of course me rebelling against anything HATEsly would've told me I went out of the bathroom.

Did she seriously think I'd just stand there and wait for my death to happen.

No I took matters into my own hands

I tried texting mason over and over again telling him to come and pick me up

I was about to call 911 until it hit me

Really really hit me

It was blurry

It was colorful

I wasn't a worried crazy person

I felt kind of free'd from everything

I started stumbling through the crowds of people until I made my way to the front of the concert

"This next song is actually really personal to me, It's called me" Alec said while playing his guitar

The pain in his voice the pain in his face
Gave me such chills.

The kind of chills you feel throughout your whole body that makes every inch of hair on your skin stand straight up.

It was beautiful
I didn't know if it was my mind or the drugs thinking but it was powerful.

I got closer to the stage all I saw, the only thing I did see was his face and the spotlight .
Everything else felt black and white

He ended the song and sped it up with another song as the guitar chords struck my ears I was dancing like crazy.

Next think I knew
I was dancing on this guy and being picked up into the air on someone's shoulders.

I was crowd surfing
Me
Crowd
Surfing
The girl that can barely get out of bed

The guy that had me last put me on stage I was still dancing --

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ALECS P O V
While I was still singing this girl was being tossed up onto the stage like a doll.

I hated when people crowd surfed

Security started getting ready to come to the stage

Then I realized the her eyes the soft look she had the same ones that could make me spill every last bit of my secrets and swear to keep them.

Those eyes man. You don't see the softness and innocents in anyone like I've seen in her. Even though she does not look so innocent with her dress half off her body.

Then I realized

"Season is that you?" She stared blankly at me. The stare she gave me is possibly one of the most meaningful genuine things I felt in my life.
I realized I was still talking in the mic and then someone screamed "SHE DOSENT LOOK SO GOOD" "HER FACE IS TURNING PURPLE"

Holy shit they were right
"Greg drum solo now" I said on stage
I quickly ran before she dropped to the floor

It was season.

I carried her in my arms and called the paramedics

"Oh shit oh shit she's not breathing help her" I ran my fingers through my hair
They started pumping her stomach
By now she was hooked up to a machine

They worked fast
I ran my hands through he soft blonde hair.
God she was so beautiful.
Her eyes opened I quickly backed up

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SUMMERS P O V
What happened all I remember was staring at Alec
Wait Alec..
"Alec.." I said softly barely being able to talk my mouth so dry
" season what the fuck was that shit? What are you trying to be cool and do drugs at some concert? I know I'm a bad influence but I didn't think I'd rub off on you that quick" he sounded like he cared which from I what I could tell from the past, he didn't do much.
" hey no yelling she's on pain killers for her stomach she's a little foggy " he stood there with his hand leaned on his mouth

Why would they put me on more pills when I'd probably throw them up anyways.

"Alec no no I just wanted to be free" I said sounded drugged up

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ALECS P O V
She was still medicated
I was still amazed that she found me
"Alec I need to t-tell you something please"