unexplainable

Me,myself&icecream- chapter7

I plopped my tired and lonely-self on the bed, honestly a hospital bed is more comfortable than this

I snagged my phone out of my brownish green purse that looked a bit like puke.

0 messages / missed calls/ e-mails or anything that made me actually feel cared or thought of at this point

I decided I'd be a better girlfriend than Mason was at being a boyfriend and call "brrrp" that went on for about ten seconds until it went to voice mail, because I just love hearing the sound of him click me off, says no girlfriend ever.

I thought maybe he was busy and then I decided to go with the non-naive Summer and woman up to realize he was an actual asshole.

I hated anyone proving me wrong but once again I was proved to be wrong.

Wrong and naive?

Look at me facing myself.
Do you ever just say "hello stop being so stupid" to yourself because that's actually been quite a regularly thing for me now.

I started to dig a little deeper to realize maybe stressing this much over Mason was actually bad for me, me in the dorm by myself is "un-healthy" as Landra would say, then I'd say "are you Doctor Phil?" And the endless conversation about her not being Doctor Phil would continue until she'd let up about the situation.

Speaking of Landra I haven't seen her in a while ever since that drunk'n "accident" and the pity party I had in my dorm.

So I picked up my I-phone and called her, "um hey summer this isn't really a good time to talk" since when is Landra ever un-available, she hasn't had a social life just like me "wait why" I said walking across my room
"Well I actually have a date"correction I mean use to be like me. "With who oh my god" I was purely exited and also depressed at the same time. "Well I had class with him, he would always stare at me not in a stalker way but in a irresistibly cute way yenno? Okay so anyways his name is Kove" what a weird name but who am I to judge. "- and he has the cutest smile and just yes" she said and I could picture her fangirling in class just like high school

"Aw that's great, I don't want to keep you busy" I started to walk over to my prison feeling bed and mope

"Hey summer what's wrong! What's going on with you know Mason and you?" I hated her knowing me so well

"Ugh he's the very last person I want to speak about right now but I have to go, I have a date with a big tub of icecream and waffle chips" it was true the only date I would've had tonight.

"C'mon Summer you can't lay in bed all nigh" and before I let her lecture me I ended the call and shut off my phone. Tonight was enough of loner "me"