unexplainable

Finding him while loosing myself chapter 9

My heat began to race uncontrollably, I thought I was having a heart attack.
Or an Anxiety attack.
I've always had really bad anxiety my palms get sweaty, dry mouth and red face.

There he was.. Standing there so effortless and there's me, me freaking out.

"Summer what's wrong with you?" I hated when people asked me that all I wanted to do was possibly hide in a dark tunnel somewhere in china.

When I realized my thoughts were completely insane I ran to the bathroom.

"Summer what's wrong seriously " HATEsly wouldn't let up
"My anxiety it happens when there's too many people" I said partly telling the truth and partly lying to her and myself.
"Hey um I have some pills for that here" I ended up grabbing the bottle and taking four that's how many I take for my anxiety pills
"SUMMER WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST DO !?" I really didn't get why she was staring at me all crazy but then I realized these weren't regular pills.
"Those are the pills my friend gave me to you know let loose, holy shit you're only suppose to take one. I need to call her stay right her don't move" Hasley said while storming out of the bathroom
The only thing I was thinking about was If I'd die or not
I felt my heart beating out of my chest
What'd I just do..