My Boyfriend's Best Friend

Chapter 25

* Alexis Reed *

I was sitting there, stunned.

My phone is ringing and I couldn't move.

I honestly couldn't...

Calling--

Darren

Darren--

I'm such a horrible person.

I hugged my knees and cried..

How disgusting can I be?

I sat there bawling. There's no use crying now...

What's done is done.

I feel so dirty after what Carson did to me.

I hated myself for not stopping it when I could've.

"You okay?"

His voice made me sigh in relief.

I lifted my head, letting the tears fall and saw him.

Darren--

He kneeled infront of me, taking hold of my face and brushing my tears with his thumb.

"Darren.... I'm disgusting. I'm a disgusting bitch." I sobbed.

Instead of interrogating me about it, he hugged me.

He rubbed my back and I let it all out.

"You're not a disgusting bitch.." He says, his voice so comforting.

"I am! I slept with Carson!" My lip quivered as I said that sentence.

I slept with Carson...

I said it infront of Darren--

How disgusting can I be?

Instead of yelling at me and walking away, he pulled away from the hug, leaning on the wall beside me.

"Tell me what exactly happened." He says.

"Y-You're not mad at me?" I asked, sobbing.

"I'm not. I mean, I'm not your boyfriend anyway and besides, it can't be helped if you still have feelings for him." He shrugged.

"I-I don't know if I still do. It's just that.. he told me about this place where we used to do naughty things--"

"Ahem." Darren interrupted, his face blushing crimson.

"What?" I asked, blushing as well.

"I was the one who you used to do naughty things with in this place.." He shyly replied.

I gaped at him, my mouth shaped like an "O".

"What? I forgot so much? To think all along it was Carson then--"

"Goodness, Alexis. I can't believe you forgot our first time together." He sighed, facepalming himself.

"Y-You're my first time??" I asked, blushing so much. "Then that means you--"