Daddy?(Nade/Jiall Fanfic)(Completed) #Wattys2016

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Nialls POV
this is right to be at my own house right about to nock on my own door and ask if I can talk to jade my hearts still broken I haven't seen them for at least a week but I really am half a heart with out them
My hand nocks against the hard wooden door I don't know wether I regret that or not someone opens it but it weren't the girl I was expecting "hey jes"I rub my neck with my right hand "Niall please leave"she says "Jesy I can't"I shake my head I do to step in but she pushes me away "please Jesy please"I tear up chewing my lip trying not to let the tears out "I need them please let me in"I cry waterworks are on great she looks at me and then looks down and sighs "Niall I can't I'm sorry but Jade would hate me"she mutters and then shuts the door right in my face I turn around and look up since when was zayn there my back slides down the wooden door "mate seriously it's okay"he says bending down next to me "it's not zayn I be lost Jade I've lost Ella I've lost my friendship with the girls if it weren't for you use be homeless too!"I shout letting everything or he nods and sighs "we still have a plan b"
Jades POV
I don't want him in my life but I do all the things the girls are telling me about him are making me feel guilty it's been 2 weeks he hasn't seen us for a week infact he's only seen us once in 2 weeks Ella's asking if she will ever see him again but I just don't know what to do
"Mummy?"Ella asks me tugging on my shirt I look down and smile "daddy's at the door"she says pointing to the kitchen I give her a confused look "Ella don't be silly"I laugh she shakes her head grabs my hand and makes me get up dragging me to the kitchen where nialls standing at the door Zayn behind him "Niall go" I say shutting my eyes for 2 seconds "both of you go now"Perrie growls putting her hand in my shoulder Jesy takes Ella who starts crying I feel mean but I need to do this "please can we just have a minute?"Niall asks his eyes are red with black rings under them he looks like he hasn't slept for days poor thing I shake my head stop it Jade he called you something he shouldn't of I close my eyes and feel someone's hand on my wrist i open my eyes and look up "Niall please"I cry "get off me"I mutter he shakes his head and drags me out side I feel like zayns told him to do this and I'm not liking it at all "Niall please"I cry trying to grab something so I stop he shakes his head he grabs my other wrist and eventually where outside in the middle of the garden "Jade"he mutters "Jade I've been lost these last 2 weeks with out you and Ella I haven't been right and it's been horrible and I don't think I could live with it you or Ella I'm basically half a heart without you"he says and tries not to cry he looks at my left ring finger and sighs I haven't been wearing my engagement ring and it feels weird my finger doesn't feel the same he's hurt by it too "Niall I know life's not the same when you haven't got your fiancé or child with you but you caused this"I sigh and cup his face in my hands "I'm half a heart with out you too but we can't just go back to normal it takes time it takes time to go back to normal and know is not the time"I shake my head he leans in a little further to me I do the same why am I doing this it feels good but it feels wrong "let me have Ella for a week then let me take you out on Saturday"he whispers at me sounding a it scary but I nod "and then we'll see what normal is"he whispers and connects his lips to mine s*it what am I doing I kiss back passionately his hands go to the bottom of my back mine to his neck his lips start to come off my lips and onto my neck no I don't want this but I do but we'll have to wait because we have guests "Niall the girls and zayn"I say he stops and nods "tomorrow at 5 I'll be home alone"I smirk he nods "I'll get zayn to mind Ella"he says placing a kiss on my forehead "but this doesn't mean we're good!"I say taking my hands off his neck he does the same and I smile "I'll go get Ella ready"I smile he nods and follows me in I hope no one seen that
I just can't wait for tomorrow