Niall "You sure you'll be okay?"Jade asks me standing at the door "I'll be fine I can handle Logan and Ella together it'll be great"I smile she nods walking away to the car I shut the door and go into the living room "and this is blue"Ella says holding her blue play dough up she loves Logan a lot I honestly thought she'd be a little jealous but I was obviously wrong "and that's daddy second favourite colour and pez's favourite "she whispers to him Logan not really sure what she's doing "and this is purple mummy's favourite"she tells him holding up the purple one "and this is daddy's favourite it's green and its lee lees favourite"she tells him Logan then looks over at me and gives me the most confused look he can I just laugh walking over to them I bend down "I don't think he'll understand just yet El but good girl for trying"I smile at her Jade "Oh my gosh I did it again said I broke his heart it keeps happenin"me and the girls sing while dancing were getting ready for the tour that starts in March were really excited for this one because it's not really like we're just opening its our tour as well I think Simons even calling it the little direction tour "right girls let's go over secret love song"Sam then tells us once we finish OMG we have think drink and then start We keep behind closed doors every time I see you I die a little more stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls it will never be enough as you drive me to my house I can't stop these silent tears from rolling down you and I both have to hide on the outside where I can't be yours and you can't be mine,but I know this we got a love that is homeless why can't I hold you in the street?why can't I kiss you on the dance floor? i wish that it could be like that why we be like that?cause I'm yours why can't I say that I'm in love?I wanna shout it from the roof tops I wish that it could be like that why can't we be like? Cause I'm yours I then just stand there for the rest of the song just thinking things that are totally irrelevant to my life that will probably never happen Ohhh jades thoughts in this Ella is six and Logan's three "Oh my god Jade why the f*ck would I say that about my wife"Niall shouts looking quite mad that I'm believing something that I've just read "well you did an interview with them the OTHER day Niall you could of said this"I defend myself I look over at Ella and watch her put Logan on her knee stroking his hair to try and stop him crying "so you think I'd say I've lost my love for you and that your just an annoying women that I live with that I hate?"Niall asks me shaking his head "you know I wouldn't say that"he sighs he then turns around picking Logan up off Ella and then putting him on one hip and Ella on the other "we're going out"Niall mutters and then walks out End of jades thoughts I shake my head and listen to the girls Leigh Why can't you hold me in the street? Why can't I kiss you on the dance floor? I wish that it could be like that Why can't it be like that? 'Cause I'm yours Perrie Why can't I say that I'm in love? I wanna shout it from the rooftops I wish that it could be like that Why can't we be like that? 'Cause I'm yours Why can't we be like that? Wish we could be like that It's one of my favourite sofa that we've ever sang secret love song especially part 2 it just sounds so good "okay let's do lightning and then you girls can go"Sam tells us we nod and get into our positions it's such a hard dance this -11pm "And I just had this horrible thought"I explain the thought I had to Niall my hand going through my hair,the kids are both in bed now so I thought I'd bring it up now "well that will never happen as long as you don't believe what writers write"he tells me moving my new grey hair out of my face I nod putting my head on his shoulder "how was rehearsels anyway?"he asks me "oh good"I mutter yawning a little "wanna go to bed?"he asks I nod "can you take me to bed?"I ask him pouting a little he nods picking me up bridal style I smile burying my head into his shoulder and wrapping my arms around his neck slowly falling asleep
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