Perrie "Do you think mummy will like our drawing?"Ella asks me as we walk into the hospital "I bet she will love it"I smile at her watching her walk with the piece of paper in her hand I feel really sorry for Jade right now all I know is that Maura hit her over the arm with a glass and went right back to Ireland after it I don't think any of us trust or like Maura not even Niall we all don't act like it though,Zayn finds out which room Jades in and then we walk to it another thing I know is that she had to have an operation to get it out it was that deep I can't even start to imagine how that feels "now Ella before we go in"Zayn says as we get to the door he bends down a little seeing as he has Ava and Alex in his hands "be careful with mummy okay don't go near her arm"he tells her she nods he stands up again and opens the door Jade "Mummy"Ella squeals I look at the door and see Ella running over "hello baby"I smile as she gets to me "how are you mummy?"she asks Niall picking her up and putting her next to me "I'm fine now baba"I lie my arms been hurtin since I woke up its horrible,she smiles and hands me a piece of paper "me Pez and Zaynie did this for you"she smiles it's actually really cute she's drew me and her with 'get better soon mummy' at the top let's just say we can tell who did what "I love it"I smile I then look to my side and see Perrie "thank you"I mumble to her "as long as your okay now"she mumbles I nod and look back at Ella -1pm "When can we go home?"I moan to Niall that's probably all I've said all day to him I've been here not even a day and I'm already sick of it,I hate the smell,I hate what I'm looking at,I just want to go home "soon Jade"he says looking through his phone looking a little bored himself he looks up at me looking a little guilty which makes me confused "I'm sorry"he mutters I give him a confused look "I'm sorry for all of this I hate my mother and from this day I'm never gonna speak to her ever again I'm sorry she hurt you Jade this is my fault I couldn't say how much I'm sorry because there isn't a wo-"I stop him this isn't his fault I hate the way he takes the blame if his family does something to someone "hey this isn't your fault don't say sorry,this is your mums fault you didn't do anything okay"I tell him he nods chewing his lip "and yes maybe it's time you forget about your mum now but it's probably for the best"I smile at him he nods "come here"I say putting my arms out he stand up wrapping his arms around me "I love you Ni"I whisper kissing his cheek "I love you too" Niall It is my fault she just doesn't know
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