Jade "Just one minute he was just comforting her and I took Ella upstairs and then the next he was kissing her and.."I go on to my mam "I'm sure it didn't mean anything though Jade"she sighs hugging me I just hurts seeing your husband and best friend kissing it's horrible you don't know what to feel Niall "We..this didn't mean anything"I exclaim Perrie nods "what made us do that what were we thinking?"she exclaims putting her hands in her head I shake my head I pick Logan up and go upstairs to Ella picking her up "lock the door when you go"I shout opening the door "wait what?"Perrie exclaims when I shut the door I put Logan and Ella in the car and then get in my self I quickly text Perrie to leave before we come back and then start to drive "where are we going and where is mummy?"Ella exclaims "to your nans and that's where she is I hope"I tell her going as quickly as I can I nock at the door tempted to just walk in but then Jade would probably hate me more "wh-oh erm no sorr-"Norma says going to shut the door but I stop it with my foot "let me in please I'm begging you"I ask her she looks down and then looks up at me "I'm sorry Niall but I can't"she sighs "let me in or I'll stay here"I tell her she shakes her head I then see Jade coming out of the living room door her arms folded my hoodie still on her "can I have the kids please?"she asks I sigh but nod passing Logan to Norma and telling Ella to go in "I'll speak to you when I'm ready"she says I nod and just walk away getting in the car hitting the wheel why do I always mess up Jade Cheating it's horrible to see and disgusting to do sometimes you don't mean it sometimes you do,Niall I thought he weren't that type of boy that would never cheat but I was obviously wrong,Perrie well she's just like Niall but then you go on to someone like Zayn for example he's got the bad boy sorta thing in him so he will do it,it obviously hurts Perrie but she knows he doesn't mean it he always does it when he's drunk it still hurts her a lot though Right now I don't know wether they meant it or if it was a mistake anything could have happened in the two minutes I was upstairs "Ella how about you go in the toy room,Karl will be here soon"my mam smiles at Ella she nods and walks out and into the room full of toys my mam puts Logan in a bounce she has and puts the TV on "Jade I think you should go take a bath and forget about this day"she tells me I nod going up stairs I start to play my music skipping the first song when I see it's one direction I then light a few candles my mam has I then start the bath and go into my mams cupboards picking a bath bomb I used to do this every night when I was younger and lived with my mam still it was because I was always stressed with school and things I never do it now The bath is soon ready,it's purple with a hint of green 'A-ooo-ooo-ooo We had some good times, didn't we?A-ooo-ooo-ooo We had some good tricks up our sleeve A-ooo-ooo-ooo Goodbyes are bittersweet But it's not the end I'll see your face again' Niall sings through my speakers I cover my ears not wanting to hear his voice and luckily that's the only time he sings in that song When you have someone important in your life like your boyfriend/girlfriend or husband/wife everything seems to relate to him or her and when your not with them or they do something you wish everything would just disappear and you were just stood in a world where there was nothing but white but obviously in reality you can't do that unless you lock yourself in a white room but even if you have a white room everything seems to go down hill and well sometimes it ends your relation ship and until you find someone else everything relates to him or her Niall aka the boy who's really angry at him self 'And I can't keep lying,Lying to myself,Oh I'm thinking you'll love me right,But you never will,It's too much to bear (too much to bear),So I swear (this time I swear),That this time,This is the end (I mean it baby)' what if because of one silly mistake something so big in your life can be the end of it because of the mistake,you made a mistake and the person doesn't realise it's a mistake but end everything you had together "she won't end it Niall stop listening to the song"Louis exclaims coming in pausing the song "she's going to Louis I can tell she's had enough of me"I exclaim sitting down my head in hands "like what the f*ck was I thinking and now Zayns gonna be mad at me I just didn't mean any of this"I exclaim my hand going through my hair "look Niall he isn't mad we've just been to see him"Louis shrugs sitting next to me "who's we'-oh"I mutter when Briana comes in "look Niall I've been in this situation before"she says sitting next to me "except obviously I was Perrie"she tells me "We had a party my boyfriend cheated on me so I went to my best friends house and while she was upstairs me and her boyfriend were talking and we were so close that we leant in once more and were kissing for about 10 seconds until she stopped us and then she ran out I went back home worked it out with my boyfriend her boyfriend left her alone for a week and then she came back and it was all good"she explains her story "are they still together?"I ask her looking up at her she sighs "no"shaking her head I wanna scream right now "I'm such a d*ckhead this is it I may as well say goodbye to Jade"I shout Louis grabs my arm "hey your not a d*ckhead and she's coming back"
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