Niall Horan: Imagines and Preferences

58D: Imagine - "Do You Really Still Love Me?" (PART 4)

PART 4 for this imagine! Please make sure that you have read PART 1, PART 2 and PART 3 for this imagine!!

PART 5 coming soon!!

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Your Point Of View:

After the other night in the kitchen between me and Niall, we have kind of sorted things out. I stupidly apologised for being snappy and pushing Niall away. And Niall apologised for pushing himself on to me like that and making me feel a little uncomfortable. I felt a little guilty because I am pushing him away and he doesn't need that right now. The tour is coming up pretty soon and he doesn't need to stress about our relationship.

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Me and Niall were planning on heading out to a movie night which was being held at Louis' and Eleanor's house. The rest of the boys and their girlfriends were going to be there too, but only staying to watch a movie or two. Both me and Niall had been invited to sleepover at their house for the night. And as both Louis and Niall are very good friends and so are me and Eleanor, we couldn't really say no to their kind offer.

One half of me did want to go and the other half of me didn't. One half was saying 'Yes!' because I need to speak to Eleanor about the situation between me and Niall. However, the other half of me was saying 'No!' because it means that me and Niall are going to have to sleep on the sofa together close up and cuddled up.

The words that Niall had said to Harry kept playing themselves in my head and for some reason, it was impossible to stop thinking about them. It was like they were on a tape recorder that was stuck on replay.

Me and Niall were getting ready to leave our shared appartment, when I started to have doubts of going all together. I just didnt want to go there and feel awkward or for me and Niall to have a disagreement and then we would both be extremely embarrassed.

"Niall?" I raised my voice a little to see if he was upstairs still packing the last few things into our sleepover bag.

"Yeah?" Niall shouted back down.

"I-I think I might stay here, I'm feeling a little under the weather and I'm really tired..." I said as I saw Niall running down the stairs with a concerned look on his face.

"But I thought you agreed that you would come?" Niall asked a little confused, as he dropped the sleepover bag onto the living room floor.

"I-I've changed my mind." I replied plainly and simply, trying to avoid an argument.

"What is with you at all? One minute you say you want to go and then the next you don't... What is wrong with you?" Niall asked, getting a little frustrated.

"Nothing... I'm just not feeling myself lately, that's all. I just feel like I am getting a cold or something... I'm sure it's nothing, but I just don't want to pass my germs on to any of else." I said getting a little upset, as I looked away from the floor, because other wise he would find out that I was lying.

"Hey, hey. Babe there's no need to get upset... I'm sorry... I didn't mean to get angry at you..." Niall began and walked closer towards me. "If you want we can just go for the movie or something, is that okay?"

"I'm not sure... I think I might go and have a nap now and then meet you around there later..." I replied, taking a step or two away from Niall.

"If your sure... I'll let the others know, okay?" Niall replied as he picked up the sleepover bag and walked towards the door.

"Yeah.. I'll see you later." I waved Niall off and watched his black Land Rover pull out of the drive and head towards the end of the street.

As soon as Niall had left, I made myself a cup of tea and went upstairs into the shared bedroom. I found a movie to watch and I ended up falling into a deep sleep on the bed, wrapped up in lots of blankets...

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Niall's Point of View:

It was about 10:00pm and I was kind of expecting (Y/N) to be here at Louis' and Eleanor's shared appartment. Earlier today she said that she was feeling a little sick and tired and that is was a good idea for her to stay at home and have a rest. I have been really worried about (Y/N) because she hasn't been her normal cheery self and even she has admitted it to me before.

I had sent her a couple of text messages asking where she was and making sure she was ok and she had not replied to none of them.

"Hey? Niall?" Louis had interupted my thoughts. I immediately shifted my attention from my phone t Louis.

"What?" I asked.

"What's wrong mate? You have been quiet all evening..." Louis asked.

"I dunno... (Y/N) hasn't been herself lately and I'm a little worried about her... I should really go and make sure she is alright." I stood up and placed my half empty can of beer on the coffee table and stood up. I walked towards the front door. "Thanks for a good night Lou! Speak to you soon.. See yah soon El." I said my goodbyes and left.

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