Niall Horan: Imagines and Preferences

58E: Imagine - "Do You Still Really Love Me?" (PART 5)

PART 5 - This is the final part to this imagine! Please make sure that you read PART 1, PART 2, PART 3 and PART 4 before you read this!!

Hope you enjoy!!

Thanks again, Chloe x :)

Niall's Point of View (when he arrives back at your shared apartment):

I arrived home from Louis' to a completely silent home. There was no "hey baby!" from (Y/N) or anything like that. I walked upstairs in to our shared bedroom to find her sound asleep, with all of the blankets wrapped around her. She looked like a caterpillar wrapped up in a cocoon.

I walked over to the bed and gently sat down so I could get changed in to my pyjamas. I carefully and quietly took off my shoes and set them next to the wardrobe. I then took off my top and jeans and chucked them on the floor. I got in to bed and placed my arm around her.

It's been just over a week. Over a frickin' week since we have had proper contact with each other. I miss her so much... I honestly don't know what has been going on with her...

I am literally dying for her touch... We haven't shared any intimate moments for over the week (Y/N) has been distant from me. I know what I said to Harry was true, but now I miss her so so freakin' much. Sometimes you regret what you wish for...

(Y/N) is still wrapped up in all of the blankets, still fast asleep. When she is asleep it is the only time I am able to touch her and cuddle her. She was facing away from me and I was facing the back of her head. Her breathing was slow and steady which indicated that she was fast asleep. I cuddled up to her as I knew this was the only chance I would have until tomorrow night. I honesly have no idea why she is being like this with me. She used to be so lovingly towards me and always wanted to have cuddles and she always wore my favourite t-shirt which said "Free Hugs!".

"I miss you so much (Y/N)..." I whispered into her ear.

"I-I just wish that you would tell me what's wrong, I'm seriously worried about you... You haven't been yourself recently." I said quietly, as I ran my thumb over her knuckes.

"I miss you like crazy... I honestly don't think you understand how much (Y/N). It's literally killing me not being able to kiss you and hold you and to love you like we did before..." I whispered as I gently placed my big hand over her smaller hand.

"I miss you so much (Y/N)..." I began saying, until I felt the bed begin to move. (Y/N) was shaking and small cries was escaping her lips. I had no idea what was wrong with her.

"(Y/N)?" I asked, trying to pull her closer, but only to have her pull away from me again.

"What's wrong?" I asked, getting out of bed and sitting on the end near her feet. I sat down so I could see her face, but she turned over so she was facing the middle of the bed and so that I couldn't see her.

"(Y/N)? I can't do anything if you won't even talk to me! How the fuck am I meant to help you?" I raised my voice a little because I was getting so frustrated with the fact that she wouldn't allow me to help her.

"I don't want to talk about it..." (Y/N) grumbled in responce.

"You have been so distant lately... What have I done that has upset you so much?" I walked around to the other side of the bed and lay down next to her. This time she didn't turn away, she just moved her head so she wasn't looking at me.

"Nothing..." She grumbled.

"(Y/N), baby... I've missed you so much this last week... I-" I started until she interrupted me.

"You're lying!" She sobbed and shook her head.

Why was she getting so upset? What's been bothering her so much? Why would she even think I was lying?! Of course I have missed her so much...