I thought things were getting better
Last night I went to a party
Got drunk so I could barely walk
Got high so I couldn't talk or move
Got stoned so I couldn't feel a thing
I with I had died than,wish I could've been consumed by darkness when I was numb and happy
Before I had to face the pain again, before I had to remember how much of a worthless piece of shit I am
How I should'nt have been born
How everything would be different without me here.
I wish I could just cut and than drink and do drug, hopefully sleep and not wake up
I wish I just wasn't here
I wish I didn't feel pain all the time
I wish I didn't get attached to people
I wish I didn't feel
I wish I didn't exist
