Hood Love

Breathe me

I am weak
Hold me
Lock me up
Breathe me
it has been 6 months after diablos death .
I sat there starting at the all white walls and the guy rubbing my hair and trying to calm me down . I was having nervous feelings about this and I can't do it . I got up running out of the clinic and got in my car . I sat there crying disappointed in myself for even trying to go through with this . I was about 5-6 months pregnant with diablos child . But with all the stress and grief he was underdeveloped and weak . The doctors told me he wouldn't make it. I won't let them take the last piece of diablo I have  . I went to our house and locked the door . I had all his clothes , banking statements and poems . My house still smelled like a mixture of his olive oil fish and his hair gel .  It's so comforting in this house . I almost never leave . Sometimes I still feel him wrapping his arms around me and every night before bed I can feel him kiss me and whisper something in Spanish. Today I decided to cook his favorite food even though he's gone the baby loves it . I cooked salmon and yellow rice with olive oil . I let everything bake while I stripped from everything and got into the tub and it was so relaxing. I had my headphones in when suddenly the door busted open . I quickly got up and put my towel around my now growing body and looked at phil. Phil is the doctor who pronounced diablo dead . He became a very comfortable friend and it made me feel protected again . Many people from the funeral never even came back they just send there sorry letters n never contacted me again . Phil pushed me on the wall and looked down on me . It has been forever since I've been sexually active . Phil looks completely different now . He cut his dreads and now has a curly bush but he gets a regular clean up . He also died it honey blonde and his eye now stand out more than ever . He is a good 6'5 now and Is skinny but has that natural muscle . I looked into his eyes as he searched my body . The way he looked at me made me throb . He pulled down my towel and look at my growing belly and rubbed it . Then he lifted me up carrying me to the bedroom and soon his hands were cupping my breast and I felt my pearl get moist and my body began to run hormone crazy . I moaned as my nerves became extra sensitive and every touch slowly drove me crazy. He then put his hands on my pearl and rubbed it . A loud moan escaped mouth . The way he was teasing me drove me crazy . He somehow took his member out and I look down at it . It was so thick and long it looked about 10 inches . He rubbed it against my clit and I went crazy feeling his manhood on my kitty . He slipped it in and his strokes felt so good . It filled me up and made me weak to my knees . He made the pace go faster and deeper putting one of my legs up . I rolled my eyes  back . The pleasure I was feeling was so good . The way he grunted under his breathe and the way he looked me in the eye every time he got deeper . The sweet kisses he gave me so I could stop moaning . It was just what I needed . Pleasure in ending