She Wears Spider-Man's Boxers

Chapter 8 -> salvage my ass

Camila 's POV

It has been a week since that night happened and my heart is still aching from the words that she had said.

Lauren has been finding any ways she could find to apologize to me
but the damage was already done and I wasn't going to forgive her that easily.
It sucks,
especially after that night at the carnival,I really thought that I finally had a shot at obtaining her heart but it's all my wishful thinking once again.

Now,I'm currently walking to my locker when I saw the familiar face leaning against the locker beside mine seemingly waiting for me.

Heaving an annoyed sigh,I walked towards her,walking pass her to my locker and I could feel Lauren's burning gaze while I get my books from my locker and turned around to face Lauren,annoyed and mostly frustrated.

"What do you want?"
I said exasperatedly,
wanting to be anywhere but here,
with her and her stupid green eyes.

"I just wanna say sorry Camila,
I screwed up big time and I just want another chance please"
This was my first time watching her plead so I knew she was being honest,
but what she said really hurt me and I wasn't sure if I was ready to let her back in.

"You want my trust back? Well Lauren then you've gotta work for it"

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Lauren's POV
( sorry if it's confusing!)

I looked hopelessly at her retreating figure and sigh in despair,
I need to win her back I thought,
determined to get her heart back,
ironically though,we aren't even official and I have already messed up.
That doesn't mean I'm going to give up so easily,I'm going to get her back and make her mine and nothing is going to stop me.

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I take that back.
Here I am holding a bouquet of rose,
and a box of pizza with the words,
"Go to prom with me?" written on it,
and a little sorry note taped on the underside of the box,
so ready to go to her and ask her in front of whoever was there when I stopped in my tracks.

There she was,stunning as ever with the school's football quarterback,
Austin Mahone.

From the look of it they seem to be having quite the fun,
her giggling at whatever that asshole was saying and him smirking down at her while they converse about god knows what.

I clenched my fist tight,crashing the stems of the roses as I walked up to her,

"Well,I was going to say sorry and asked you to prom so that I could make up for all that I had done but looks like you've already got a date huh? Have a great time at prom with him then"

I push the box of pizza into her arms as she stared at me,probably shocked that I would do such things since my reputation as the school's bad girl doesn't really matches with what I was doing but I didn't care,

"Have fun fucking him "
And with that,I stormed off,
my head held high but tears threatening to fall down.

How could she move on so fast I thought all night as I rolled around in my bed,tossing and turning but still not able to fall asleep.

My phone buzzed for the umpteenth time and I decided I should just check out whatever bullshit she was saying.

Camila bbg :
it wasn't what it looked like
I'm not with him
please pick up the phone
the note...
fuck
wait why the hell am I apologizing
you said we aren't anything did you?
I'm nothing to you aren't i ?
fuck you for making me feel so guilty for the past hours.
Fuck it.
I don't care anymore.

The last massage was send just minutes ago and I immediately typed my reply.

You:
Yea I admit I'm at fault but that's why I'm apologizing,
can't you see I'm trying?
I just want you back Camila,
I miss you so much.

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"Fuck!" Lauren screamed in anger as she throw her phone onto the carpet below,angry tears streaming down her porcelain skin.
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The next day,I was dejected as ever but I still wanted her back,
it's crazy how much control of me this girl have,
I am literally willing to do anything just to have our friendship back and then to call her mine too.

I get out of bed with a new jolt of determination in me,I'm going to get her back and this back I mean it
After grabbing an apple to eat on on the way to school,
I made my way out of my house.

I jogged briskly to her locker,
wanting to apologize when a sight a disgusting sight to be exact,
greeted me.

Aushit Macasshole was shoving his disgusting throat down Camila's as they engaged in a rather steamy make out session with Camila leaning on her locker.

"Disgusting" I muttered,
as tears threatened to fall from my face.

I stepped back before turning around,letting the first drop of tear to fall.

So much for trying to get her back Lauren thought as her heart breaks with every step she took.

To:camila bbg
Last long with Austin.
You didn't gave me a chance

~

Camila's POV

I felt my phone buzzed in my back pocket as I pulled away,
heavily breathing.

Austin had came over to me a week ago asking for a date with me and me still being  mad at Lauren had agreed and surprisingly it wasn't that bad.

He had brought me to a treehouse he said he and his friend,
Carter build.

While it had been amazing and he was a pretty fun guy,
I couldn't help but compare it to Lauren's first date with me.

I really missed her and watching her walked away from me yesterday with the roses and pizza had made me feel almost guilty before I remembered what she had done to me.

Austin had then asked me to be his girlfriend which I agreed,
I could try and love him but deep down I know my love for him can never be compared to the feeling I feel around Lauren.

"Hold on a second babe,
I'll check on this text"
I informed him with a smile as he pulled away and stood there patiently waiting.

What I saw made my smile immediately faltered,
my heart aching as I read the message she sent.

From:Lauren bbg 🎈
Last long with Austin.
You didn't gave me a chance.
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Sorry if it wasn't really detailed,
I just wanted to give you guys am update before my exams next week as I'll probably have no time to update.

Team camaustin or camren?

I was originally going to use Shawn but Shawn seems pretty alright so I decided on the doritos crust asshole.

thank you everyone who bother reading this,means a lot to me.

Have a great week ahead and I'll see you guys again in my next update,I love you guys.

ps same old love by selena gomez is amazing js
and infinity by one direction makes me wanna cry.

that iggy arzaelya whatever girl pisses me off.

Happy reading!