Secret Admirer//Ziam oneshot✔️

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Liam's Pov

Alright before we start
let's get this thing straight
I AM NOT

I REPEAT, I AM NOT A STALKER

I just like watching my crush from afar, that isn't stalking. Is it? I mean I can't help it, don't give me that look please don't.

*points at you*

I see that little smirk on your face, don't make it bigger or I'll hit you

With a pillow, no I won't, I don't like hitting people anyways *sticks tongue out*

Anyways don't make fun of me, it's already bad enough Louis is up my ass about it
His stupid comments, it's always the:

"just talk to him"

"go suck his dick, that'll be easier"

"You're being a weirdo stalker mate, stop it"

And my least favorite

"Why're you even attracted to him? He's the size of a twig"

I remember Lou calling Zayn a twig. I called him a jackass that day and tripped him during the whole football practice at any chance I could

*smirks* badass right?

EITHER WAY I CANT HELP BUT OBSESS OVER THE BEAUTY THAT IS ZAYN MALIK

*sighs* there I said it, I have a huge crush on the Zayn Malik

What? You don't know who that is?

Shame on you then. He's the most beautiful human being ever. He has this beautiful smile, the shy one where his face is all red and he avoids all eye contact. Or the one where his tongue sticks out a little and his eyes crinkle. Now that's the best one

And he has these bambi brown eyes. No wait hazel, some days are there a little green but mostly gold like treasure

Can I tell you a secret?

I'd purposely be late for chemistry class just so that I can sit next to him near the window. Yes the window, because that's the best seat ever. Let me explain, there's always an empty seat at Zayn's table. So when I'm 20 minutes "late" I rush into class, and I "search" for an empty seat even though there's only one left (at Zayn's table ofc).

So I sit at the table right under the window right next to Zayn. So when I'd always ask "what I missed in class so far?" Everything would be in slow motion when he'd look up shyly, the sun from the window beaming down on his literally lighting up his hazel brown eyes shining, the gold flecks literally piercing into my soul. His cute little eye freckle as visible as ever

His eyelashes are the best part too. But besides that I love his cute little buttons up or his sweaters with the paws. Jesus I'd love for him to hug me, he looks so snuggly and his hugs so adorably awkward like how am I still living?

And his hair, oh my god his hair don't get me started. It's so dark, soft, long and it smells like peaches. Um I mean it looks like it smells like peaches and no I haven't leaned over and smelt his hair a couple times before *nervously laughs*

Anyways i want to talk to him, like I wish I could. But the thing is, he's shy. I remember once I smiled at him, his face turned this cute shade of pink and he literally ran away, like am I that ugly?

Psssh of course not, my mom says I'm a little David Beckham. And a cute little Lima bean *whispers* Thanks Mum

*cleats throat* Ok so back to Zayn, he's shy so the only way I can communicate with him is by writing little notes

I pay the school janitor Simon after school to open his locker and stick the notes in there early in the morning. Before you ask no that isn't weird. This started in sophomore year, now it's junior year since then me and janitor Simon have developed a weird friendship I guess. Anyways, I'd always write down how beautiful Zayn looks, how his smile lights up my world like nobody else (😏)

How smart and intelligent he is, how he should speak up more in class because his Bradford accent is to die for

Or how I'd love to talk to him, but then again I'm scared too. I mean I'm a jock, what jock write little love notes? Or daydreams about being so close to him that he can count his flawless eyelashes? Or dreaming about his lips? Those pink, plump lips, that would look amazing around my-

"PAYNO" I jumped immediately out of my thoughts as Louis yelled in my ear. "What the hell man, you didn't have to yell at me" I growled rubbing my ringing ear.

Louis smirks nudging my arm, "Aw I'm sorry mate, we're you thinking about your imaginary boyfriend? You know that's kinda pathetic"

I rolled my eyes closing my locker that been open since I have been daydreaming. "You know what's pathetic? You pretending like you don't have a thing for Niall Horan"

I crossed my arms leaning against my locker, watching as Louis face getting flustered. "I-I don't, he's just some Irish guy from my English class" I nod patting his shoulder, "Ahuh, he's more than that mate. I mean the way you've been eye raping him lately, I don't know if he's just some guy from English"

Louis scoffs pushing his hand away from his shoulder. "Don't turn this shit on me, don't you have a boy to drool over?"

As on cue I noticed a dark green beanie covering Zayn's flawless long hair at his locker, exactly 7 rows away. I couldn't fight my wide smile stretching across my face watching as Zayn move his sweater paws down from his hands the soft fabric swallowing his elbows before messing with his lock. His tongue stuck out, his face in concentration as he tried to open his lock making me coo

2 right, 32 left, right 15

Yes I remember it, don't fucking judge me ok. I shake away my thoughts as I saw at the corner of my eyes Louis having a smug look on his face. "Fuck off" Louis covers his mouth laughing shoving me a little, "it's insane mate, you stare at him like he's God or something"

I shrugged carelessly watching Zayn smile triumphantly as he opened the door to his locker a piece a paper falling out. I couldn't help but let a gasp flow out of my mouth. "Lou look, he's reading it!" I bite my knuckles excitingly gripping his shoulder making him roll his eyes with a lazy smile. "Yeah yeah Payno, like every other week"

I looked back to Zayn watching him grin at the note his face red, he gave it a quick peck before shoving it in his jeans pocket. He grabbed his book, slammed the locker closed and fixed his sweater before walking the opposite way to class. "Wasn't that beautiful?"

"Yeah kissing paper with poisonous ink on it and shoving it in his pants pocket where his ass cheek is, that indeed is adorable Li" Louis says, sarcasm dripping off of every word

I rolled his eyes sighing a little. "One day, I'm gonna talk to him" Louis gave me a small smile punching my arm before pushing me towards the classroom nearby.

"You will, and he'll love you more than those notes. Then you'll get married and have stalker babies" I couldn't help but grin picking with my nails thinking about it.

"You think?" "Oh I know, I'll be the god father. Now cmon lets get to class. I don't want to be late because of your day dreams"

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-Saliah