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Liam's Pov

This can't be happening
My world is ending
I'm going straight to heaven to meet Jesus

"Liam don't be difficult" I give Simon a look making him chuckle. He crosses his arms giving me a look righty back. "Liam it's simple, you know his combination, open the locker stick it  in and leave" I throws my hands up in exasperation before whining. "Why can't you do it Si?"

Simon sighs, "My son is sick, my wife is working a late shift tonight so I have to watch him so I won't be after school " I frown before leaning against the wall. His son is sick, I'm not gonna be ass forcing him to do it.

"I'll do it, I hope your son gets better" Simon smiled patting my back making me grin a little. "Thank you, and maybe something good will come out if it Liam" I nod waving goodbye as he went on to do his job.

Fuck, I don't know if I want to do it now

Shit its 2:55, 5 minutes left of school. I can't do this, if I do it now maybe it'll be faster? I looked down at the nicely written note before folding it. You got this Payne, just open his locker quickly, throw it in and leave

Simple as that

I walk down the hall quickly but quietly to Zayn's locker. It was exactly a couple feet away from mines which was great, I get to watch him everyday at his locker being all cute and innocent like the kitten he is

My heart started race as I grabbed the lock twisting it around remembering his combination. As the lock popped open I gave myself a mental pat on the back just because

I opened the locker looking around, it's was full of drawings, school books, even a pictures. Aw lil Zayn with Niall and Harry that's so cute. I shake my thoughts away before gently putting the note on top of his books. I shut the locker door sighing in relief, hey that was easy

"Liam?"

Oh no

Oh fucking hell no

Jesus why would you do me like this, I was just about to get away

"Liam?" The voice asks again, making me slowly look at where it's coming from. Zayn, oh my god someone kill me

God please strike me, I'm right here can you just do it now

I watch as Zayn looks shockingly from his locker to me, I feel my face turn red a lump in my throat oh please don't cry. I wanted to say something but my mouth was dry as Zayn was about to say something the school bell interrupted him.

In just a a matter of seconds the school hallway begin to fill, loud chattering all around. I glanced at Zayn who was looking around, fuck I can break for it.

I starts rushing the opposite way shoving some people trying to get to the exit. As soon as I got outside I looked around, I felt someone grab my shoulder making me jump away staring. "Li it's just me, why're you so jumpy?" I started breathing heavily, tears starting to creep at the corner of my eyes. "H-he saw Lou"

"Who saw what?" I felt my voice starting to shake, "Zayn h-he saw me put the note in his locker" Louis eyes widen, "dude that's great!" I shook my head quickly making it begin start to hurt.

"N-no I didn't want him to find out this way! He probably hates me" Louis looks at him confusingly, "Liam I don't think he hates you, just go back in" I shake my head starting to back away. "I-I can't, I need to leave" I stuttered out quickly. Louis frowns trying to grab my wrist making me move away quickly. "I can't Louis I just can't"

Without letting him reply I quickly rush away ignoring the calls. Fuck fuck fuck I knew I shouldn't have done that, I'm so stupid

*

That thursday night Liam was doing nothing but sulking

He was currently laying under the covers, pouting as Katy Perry's song the one that got away played on repeat on his phone

Yeah he likes Katy, so what she's his queen, got a problem with that?

Liam rubs his eyes staring at the ceiling, all he could think about what was going to happen. Would Zayn be upset that he wasn't what he was hoping no for? Was he looking for some cool hippy it that could actually write all those notes and not some jock? He decided he wouldn't even go to school tomorrow, he doesn't want to face Zayn or even Louis

He ignored all of Louis's calls and texts. He didn't want to talk to anyone at all, he was to depressed to do that

His heart was broken thinking of Zayn thought about him right now.

Weirdo, loser, dork, liar, idiot, all those things ran in his head. Now he probably thinks that Zayn won't like him anymore

His thoughts were interrupted by a knock at the door. "Go away Mum, don't wanna talk right now"

The knock came back, this time hard and repeatedly, he closed his eyes sighing. "Mum please leave me alone" the door opened and slammed closed making him groan.

"Get the fuck up man"

Liam looks up at the voice, Louis of course. "Go away Lucifer, I'm not in the mood" Louis yanks the covers off of him making her eek loudly. "Give that back its cold!"

Louis throws the sheets on the other side of the room, "Do you think I give a motherfuck?!"

Liam pouts curling in a ball, "you don't have to curse at me" Louis rolls his eyes scoffing, "are you serious right now? Your in here sulking, listening to Katy Perry what the fuck"

"I like Katy Perry" Liam mumbles makings Louis grabs the pillow hitting him with it. "I don't care what you like! You're going to talk to Zayn tomorrow"

"No, hell no"

"Yes the fuck you are"

"You cant make me" Liam says crossing his arms

"Oh yeah," Louis stands on the side of Liam's bed grabbing his collar before shaking him a little.

"I'm going to be here early tomorrow morning, and if your ass is still in bed I'll literally shove toothpaste down your throat and shove you in my car. You understand? You're not gonna lay in bed all day acting like some bald man in his thirties during a mid life crisis"

Liam stares at him nodding quickly making Louis pat his face letting his collar. He snorts watching him fall back on the bed.

"Good, sleep tight Payne. See you in the morning bright and early" Louis sing songs walking towards the bedroom door

Liam pouts a little watching him leave the room waving, a wicked grin spread across his face. Now he was scared, he was going to have to go to school tomorrow and face his crush, and his bestfriend practically threatened him with toothpaste

Great
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