Weirdo's [Aot ships]

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^Sugoi desu Eren-senpai! But Connie-kohai though, sugoi kawaii❤️^
Hello herllo how are you? This chappy is pretty much a Jarco one so prepare yourselves! This is hopefully getting good for you because it is for me! THIS WAS SO HARD TO WRITE YOU DON'T EVEN KNOW. Jarco is one step closer (hopefully) to being canon. Which ship is next to be canon? Who knows? ( I don't ) Sorry for not updating for awhile, Anyways, enjoy!
Disclaimer: All characters owned by:Hajime Isayama

Marco's POV

Did I just say that?

I peek out from under neath my hair and one look at Jean's shocked face answers my question perfectly.

So we rest there in tense silence as none of us flinch or say a word.

Should I break the silence? But what would I say? Maybe I should let him do that for me? Ughh I don't know! I never knew what to do in these awkward situations. I'm so stupid.

I must have started crying because next thing I know it Jean had placed his hand on my back.

This calmed me a little, but the silence still stood where it first was.

To be honest I'm starting to like this silence. It means Jean that either he doesn't understand it or he's not homophobic. Or both.

Jesus I'm such a cry baby I have to do things on my own, I have to try and its not like I can take that back.

"jean..."
"Mhm"
"i'm..."

I stop for a moment not wanting to break down again, man am I weak.

"Hm?"
"i'm sorry" I say quietly.

Shaking and holding back tears although some are escaping, as the memories I had with him are coming back and flooding my brain.

Marco your so stupid, Jean being gay? Are you serious? Did I ever think I had a chance? Now there's no going back. We'll never be friends anymore, never talk to each other or hang out with each other... I really messed up his time and I can't take it back.

I get up before he has the chance to say anything which startles him.

"Marc-"

I run across the room slam open the door then slam it shut and run. Run past the cabins, the trees to a little clearing just past the fence. I sit there and go over what I did in my mind.

1. You've pretty much confirmed that Jean's not gay
2. You've pretty much said that you're gay
3. You've ruined a friendship that was just as precious as your life
4. You've pretty much destroyed a chance with Jean forever

I say these things over and over again in my mind until it hurts to much to think, then I just resort to crying and sobbing my heart out until I hopefully pass out.

Which I don't.

"Why aren't you passing out yet?" I mange to say aloud between sobs.

"Oi Marco please don't pass out"

"Jean?" I ask dumbfounded turning around to see, well duh Jean.