Mind's Eye

The Prayer

Hello God, it's me again.
I just wanted to ask you something.
How come you don't answer any of my prayers?
I admit, I'm not as good at this religion stuff as I should be.
But I though you always listened.
I don't know what to do.
I'm lost.
I've asked you about these things before, but I never feel better.
My heart still hurts.
Everyone always says that you have a plan for everyone.
What are you planning for me?
Are trying to see how far I can be pushed?
I don't understand.
I'm trying to God, I really am.
Every. Stinking. Day.
Help me understand.
Please, begging you.
Maybe I'll finally have some peace in my soul if you would just answer.
I know you're busy, but I need you.
Now more than ever.

Amen