13 Things I Wanted to Say to the One That Got Away

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Second of all as pathetic as it sounds I still know your number by heart.

Although I've never went through with a phone call after you left I still dialed it everyday. My fingers never forgetting the 10 digits. Those 10 very special digits.

My fingers daring themselves to call you until I had to finally forgive and forget.

Go on with life and go though with the marriage with Jack.

It took time, help and well perseverance.

I was finally beginning to forget but then the wedding came, obviously you didn't come. But somehow because of that I went back to thinking about you and us.

But there wasn't time for that, I was now married.

Not just to anyone but your brother.

And that's when I realized I needed to forget those memories and move on.

Jack deserved that.

I deserved that.