13 Things I Wanted to Say to the One That Got Away

#3

I wish I'd met you before your brother.

If I hadn't met your brother first then would you have been the man at the other end of the aisle?

That's the number one question I've asked myself time after time.

Would anything have changed?

Would I have still ended up with Jack?

Is life just inevitable because no matter how hard you try to fix something it'll never happen the way you want it to?

Is it worthless for me to try going back in time, redoing every scenarios in my head?

Probably, but I can't stop myself.

Do you ever think of these things too?

Or am I just a crazy ex?

Sometimes I worry about my relationship with Jack.

He lied to you to get me after all, but after 3 months he began to change, he was himself  again.

And then we got married.

Had our honeymoon in Hawaii

Eager to start our lives together 

But what about you?

Are you happy?

I like to think you are.

If you stayed with me I would of probably continued to hurt you.

Maybe everything really did happen for the better.

I took out the part about her having kids because it was causing some conflict with the story