Wake up early
Only to go to bed again
Go to school
only to come back
Put the hood over your head
The music in your ears
Ignore what they say
Ignore the thoughts in your head
But how?
When they grow louder and louder
Every time you don't reach for
That blade
Or that knife
Those pills
Or that drink
Those cigarettes
Or that blunt
How do you ignore something
That gets louder when you
Don't do what it tells you
How do you stop
When it's the only way
You can start
