I was afraid
I didn't trust anyone
I was a child refusing to let go of their teddy bear
I was shy
and hard to understand
You made everyone afraid of you
Always drinking
Always smoking
Acting like you were with so many girls you couldn't count
Making everyone think that you were someone to fear
You would always look at me
and I would catch you getting pissed at the other guys who would flirt with me
You thought you weren't good enough
You thought I wouldn't like you
I was dating someone..
You started to change my mind
I started to fall for you
I fell for the way you looked at me
The things you said
The way you treated me
I was still afraid
You did the one thing no one could
You got me to talk
You got me to open up and i did the same to you
I didn't know what was happening
Why I felt the way I did
Why you chose me
Why you cared so much
You said you would never leave
That you would always love me
You left
and you couldn't care less about me
I try to be ok
but sometimes
It still hurts
and I cant make it stop...
