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Shut Your Eyes (February 2011 - August 2011)

Poetry

I'm like an actor who forgets his lines because of stage-fright. I can't trust myself. So let my writings speak for my heart and for my head, let them say the words I can't say aloud. This is all I've got, since being quiet and contemplative hasn't...

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I need to take more risks.

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by mydiamond_tears

by mydiamond_tears

I'm afraid.

and I'm tired of being afraid.

can I just change myself completely, do whatever the fuck I want,

without being questioned?

No.

And that's why I'm afraid.

I want to be spontaneous, to do things that are spontaneous,

things that will fuck with others' minds,

makes them think.

And I want to inspire people.

Inspire the fuck out of them.

I just want to change,

but I can't say that without my words being twisted.